yesterdays.. and tomorrow

"dulu lain..sekarang lain"

no one would want things to be just the same 'ol same 'ol. but no one too, would want anything less than good.

and the changes.. too quick maybe.. but i don't prefer it. i don't fond it. i don't really like it.

it could be people with different interests

it could be that we are more focusing on our own stuff, work & family..and ourselves

it could be that we are too busy for things other than what we already have

or maybe.. it is me, who see things in different perspective. thus..everything changed.. according to me.

last night there's another makan2..celebrating the birthday of 2 of our groupie. at the end of the makan2.. i can feel something not quite the same..it just felt..not quite right somewhere.

then my housemate said on our way back, this could be the last year of this kind of celebration.. could be 1 or 2 of us want to move to somewhere else. yes. something is going to be different. even for myself.

on one side, yes. i look forward to it very much. but that's just me. my part
on other side... *sigh*

i don't know what to feel.
but the changes...
and the part that is going to change, or maybe loss... 

"not the way we used to be"