está bien. lo entiendo

is it too bad if the person you want don't want you back?

he, whom i want, might not even know that i like him.

but does he like me?

(hahahaha.. take it as me trying to be funny)

but, yeah. i can assume things.

but in this case,i rather assume the worst..just to be on the safe side.

i won't sure of things unless i can see that it is there.

but obviously.. i see now that he doesn't. maybe not anymore. could be he never did!

i keep him close enough.

but maybe my definition of close is not even close to how he defined it.

hmm..it's ok. i never know how a relationship works anyway. i left everything for him to decide. and now the decision has been made, i accept it.

aaahhh.. it's not like this is my 1st time.

and as it is not my 1st time, i always know when 'these' going to stop.

and since this is not the 1st time, i'm sure the one who screwed it up would be me again.

to answer the question : "is it too bad if the person you want don't want you back?"

well..nope. it's not bad at all. if he doesn't want you, why should you hang around?

but yeah..it does leave a mark.

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