Vida de Mía

(these days...) Sharing is caring. but.. one must understand, sometimes.. one is also care enough for not always share. i like keeping secret, especially of things that i didn't sure of. the best thing about keeping secret is, if it's something great, you get to keep it all to yourself (greedy!). but of course, the opposite is also true!!! :( ~sob2 (then today...) is it of what i do or it's just because i am, me? sedeynye.. kamu ialah kawan saya. kenapa dahulu ialah begitu dan sekarang begini pulak? Am i that annoying? aaahh..suke hati mu la!!! distinct, yet both are  matter-of-heart   HATE!

**semua gambar di Beryl's Choc Wonderland adalah gambar kegemaranku semasa berada di Tanah Tinggi Genting. ini yang terjadi pada bulan lima dua ribu sepuluh... Selamat Hari Pekerja... ^_^ Percutian di Genting : Mahsyuk SGT! Ketepikan semua Keserabutan pd bulan April - tp masih bersisa :( Tetiba je.. "Aku nak. aku nak sgt2. aku nak sekarang!" Takut? gayat? - bukanlah sesuatu yang tak dpt diatasi. (<--Bermain2 d Genting) Bulan nie cuma tgk 2 filem je di panggung. tp setiap filem tu, aku tgk 2 kali. hmm~ Bila takde perasaan..ukirlah senyuman. Rasanya aku berada dlm permasalahan. (walaupun aku nk sgt keluar, tp takat ni aku cuma mampu berhidup dgnnya...) Nasihat melalui YM : Kini hanya tinggal sebagai perbualan kosong... Sentiasa mahu mencari objek kegemaran di jalanan : Melepaskan kerinduan :p Kerja : Tolonglah. Aku perlukan sesuatu yang baru untuk tahun ke-3. Setiap yang bagus itu ada penghujungnya? (ye ek? takpe, asalkan hidup maju ke hadapan ) Kenangan, ...

hu~ aku sgt la malas nak siapkan slide nie. hu hu hu~pandai pulak aku remind my boss utk dia siapkan apa yg dia ptt siapkan. dia pon remind aku gak utk prep slide. cis2. aku tak ske bekerja pada hari cuti. brapa kali aku turn my lappy on sepanjang 3 hari cuti ini, tp end up aku menulis blog, kemudian facebooking - suma org punya profile pon aku jengok! hahaha..bengong..then bukak you tube. lalu, mengajar kak da menari poco2. (adoiyai..) susah nya nk soh diri ini buat keje.........arrr if only aku ada kekuatan utk buat tanpa bermain2..mesti dah siap. ni dah last minit pon bermain2. i really have to get it done.. perlu tido..sok kena bgn kul 530, nak singgah kuala kedah lagi. adakah punch card aku akan dpt kaler fave lagik utk kali ke-3 pada bulan may ini? alang2 hari terakhir bulan may..layan je la kan.. lusa tukar card baru~ :p

bln 5 mahu berakhir..masuk pulak bln jun.  dari hari ke hari... monday, may 24: hari gaji . hari yg ditunggu? ala..sama je dpt gaji ke tak.  tp sbb dah lama sgt tak kuar dgn kwn2 geng bekfest: Sue, Anne, Zul, minus Syarul plus Khalil. ..jd sudah buat plan utk either makan besar@karok@bowling. hmm..sbb sue nk satay kat Mama..jd mlm tu makan satay kat Mama n karok selama 2 jam kat hijau kuning (aku tatau kedai tuh nama pe)..  besh? of kos. penah ke kuar cm nie, g karok, tp tak besh? hahahaha.. yg penting, before balik, aku & anne singgah beli teh ais sorg sebungkus.  inilah kehidupan bujang. bliss! tuesday, may 25 ada prog kat kem putri ayu , yan. apa lg kalu bkn river ranger. aku dah bosan menjadi ranjer sungai. kalu power rangers, ada secret mission, lain perasaannya. :p tp kali nie, ada tambahan: taklimat kesedaran ISO 14001 dan peserta river ranger ialah kalangan  staffs jps kedah. 1st half of ISO talk, aku, sue and several others tak masuk pon. tp, tak l...

kelegaan lg hepi2 bila aku dpt tau yg aku lulus Kursus Induksi Modul Umum . kalu nk ssh pon, part nie la. but i made it thru.. way to go, me!!! result exam nie agak men cuak kan aku. bkn pe.. masa menjawab tuh, rs2 cm leh je lulus. tp ada kekurangan pun iye jugak. pastu.. dpt tau pulak ada yg tak lulus. hmmm..lagi la. tak brani nk konpiden, tak boleh nak konpiden that i can actually get a pass until i actually know that i pass the exam. fuh~  tunggu sijil je la..then kena la isi2 all kind of forms, jupe bos..n submit everything for confirmation. yeah. setel menda n get confirmation on the current job adalah azam tahun ini. hepinyer~ hopefully suma leh berjalan lancar so that i can plan for something more.

don't want to say much. but siyesli..  Siyesli.  SIYESLI!!!! post. balik daerah gaji lgkw claim modelling stay unit rekabentuk i had enough of these sampah sarap/sisa pepejal!!!!! when can i start to live up to my name? though i have to add :  i don't wish for anything anymore. nope. tak mahu. tak perlu. related : keje-oh-keje-pulak  

hmm.. i didn't plan this. kak da n all family in kulim tot i am going back to kulim in the weekend. but then.. i decided i'm too lazy to pack my bag..so i spent my weekend in as instead. to others..it might be a BORING weekend for me..weekend, alone, in AS. hu~ i won't be doing this if i know i will get bored. but, it made me think though, searching thru every part of my brain..how come i can enjoy my day without having anyone to spend my days with???  easy.  i used to it. despite having 7 siblings.. i lived with my grandparents since i got a sister at 10months old. earlier, i had my big sisters with me.. but, when they left to live my parents at Sungai Petani and i don't want to go with them, i left sola (xde geng je la..mak, maktok..suma ada je). until my family moved to langkawi in 1997, i have to move with them. i don't remember my life as a child that much but i know.. i always love to spend my days dalam bilik bawah. bilik bwh tu..agak serabut, ada 3 almari..k...

Berakhlak Buruk walupon Bertudung  <-- read this one. hm.. to be frank, aku mmg tak ske masuk masjid yg ada tulis 'Zon Menutup Aurat' despite dgn niat yg agak suci that is to sembahyang... time masuk masjid tuh dah rs x besh. skali, kena tegur. mmg lebam je perasaan..(sakit tp org tak nampak). hmmm.. then jupe pulak nie dlm fb... sumwat a good article. secara logik pon leh pikir..betul la apa yg uztaz tuh tulis .only, aku bkn golongan yg baik n bertudung n blah blah...aku penah jugak la mendengar dan terdgr : " ada sesetengah org yg tak pakai tudung, perangai lg baik dr yg bertudung.. ". do i need to claim that i am better than the next person? tak perlu la kot. no komen. aku tahu aku ni takat mana je. h mmm.. aku simpulkan kat sini:  aku mmg tak buat byk menda yg disuruh. apatah lg menda yg ditegah. kiranya aku mmg tak byk buat apa2 la kot. and ini pon..kalu ikut, tak ok jugak. tp.. let's just stop ...

kul 9 br nk g bfast. nampaknya..suma ahli makan pagi (excluding syarul yg g program river ranger) ialah dlm keadaan sgt malas. huhu~ blk lewat smlm kot. breakfast kat arca. dr dlm lift lagi aku mmg dok bayangkan capati. tak sangka pulak zul 'support' my wish to have capati this morning. hu~ sue nk makan cucur, nak order 20 biji cucur jagung n 10 cekodok. ann tegur.. "eh byk tuh.." tp aku dgn tamak - "nak2 cucur jagung! hehe :)". dah la tuh, before sue mkn cucur jagung tuh, aku dah amik cucur jagung dia. isk2. buruk perangai. sejak bila jadi cmnie? lepas makan capati.. aku mkn cucur jagung lagik. sue pon dah surrender. mendengar derang ckp2 cekodok tuh sedap..aku teringin lak nk rs. hehe.. lalu aku pon mintak yg last one. ann berkata "erm..leh dpt yg soleh nie." :) layan je. sedap rupanya cekodok dia. hihi..pastu aku amik lagi cucur jagung. org len pon makan gak..n surrender gak. of kos..aku pun tak mampu nk habiskan yg last. tuh pon yg second last ...

huhu~ dlm bengkel GIS, day 1/3. wao..sempat je tulis satu blog post. haha.. slow jek.aku kena wat something utk menggumbirakan hati. kalu dah stat menguap, aku yg susah. haha.. 18 hari. time i gave to myself. hmm..owh aku sudah tekad. it's been more than 4 meses olredi hari ini agak gumbira for no specific reason. erm..do i actually need any reason to be happy? na..just smile. that's hepi me! owh..result induksi nk kuar. sijil is on its way. but me and ann yg cuak2 telah berkata.. "it has been done. we have no control over it anymore. if we have to take the exam again, then take it." kalu risau pon takde maknanya. (tp sgt2 berdoa.. xperlu la repeat..hmmm) me gusta mi pelo hoy. rizado~ <--main contribution to hepi2? hmm//ok pe. lunch hour yg panjang. g tesco, terbeli blusher la pulak..isk2. ntah pa pe la chica.. how to plan sth and actually stick to it? berdisiplin. hmm~ ok...need to start workshop-ing and stop playing around already. hasta luego!! :p

hmm.. 2nd day. malas sgt2 nak bangun tido..sejuks. sedap golek2 dlm comforter nieh.  tp sbb nk bermain, ku gagahi jugak.. day 2: yeah. hari ni mmg dedicated for gamessss and gamesss only.. heheh..semua bersiap dgn excitednya. g dgn keta abg basri (padahal berjalan pon bley..dekat jek. cuma kena mendaki la..). yup..uz, mama n abah tak ikut. petang nati baru g jln2.. sbb uz tak tido pagi lagi... **gaya power rangers?  got tagged! skang bkn time cuti skolah (epi n tra selamba je ponteng skolah. haha) tp bley tahan jugak ramai org kat sini...rsnya mmg tak pernah lengang kot, kan?  memula, mari beli tiket.. suma beli outdoor je..kak nie sorg je beli all parks. sbb nak bw uz men mlm nati. lepas beli tiket, get tagged, then mula la bermain2.. ~Spinner~ **buai feveret :D **terbang~~ nie 1st game yg aku gedik nk men. dekat entrance. jd men nie dulu la.. i loike this much2. nek byk kali pon tak kisah. tp dulu, masa men dgn jaja dia pusing byk round lagik. sampai kesejuka...

*AAAAAAAaaaaaAAAaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAA~ i was at genting, queueing with my sisters for Cyclone. just out of the blue, i was reminded of my 1st time came to genting, with jaja. jaja and i was so happy spending time there and we felt that one day is just not enough. so she proposed. she proposed that we should come to genting again, some time in the future and we should bring a person or two with us.. people say, the more the merrier, right? but it's merely a plan. i moved to kedah. happy is the simplest word to decribe how i felt. despite these and those thingy..despite everything else. hepi. content. blissful. i can still remember my cheeks burning from the words appearing on my screen. as i walking towards home from work..the words still give me something to ponder about. hots in both cheeks again.. bliss. why am i frequently think about this person these days? this person whom i should not think about. why this person, not that person? but above all..why should there be any pe...

trip g genting ni mmg dah lama dlm planning mode. since 2008 lagik kot. tp last year nyer trip sampai kl jek. this year..thankfully, trip nie menjadik!!! day 1: bertolak dlm kul 8, ramai2 dr kulim. g dgn 2 keta. ye la..suma org pon nk ikut. satu keta mana muat. stop kat gunung semanggol for b/fast. lepas bfast, cont the journey..bila sampai je kat r&r tapah, stop lagik. this time..toilet & nak bg uz mandi. then, mama got a call from awie. he said that he'll be taking 2pm bus to genting. hmmm... exit je tol sungai buloh, abg basri lead the way to the peak. isi minyak kat gombak, then climbing~!! leh tahan gk nk nek genting nie. leh nampak otw mendaki tuh, ada keta yg stop kat tepi jln-keta panas.. then muntah2. huhu~ tp my family olrite jek..suma excited sgt kot. lagi cepat sampai..lagi cepat leh lepak2 n bermain2..kan? sebelum kul 1 dah sampai atas. wah..kabus tebal. sejuks. (sebenarnya sejuk aircond keta..hahaha) pusing kat area2 genting hotel...

**my fave out of melambak2 yg aku beli kat cameron..this one is just perfect! hmmm~ 1. Fool in April 2. sayer dah ader bband sendiri!!! :) 3. No more kursus for me! <--like i want more kursus anyway! 4. 5S : baru sisih. then mkn2 kat Atap Rumbia. 5. Bowling@ Sentosa during lunch hour : Syarul, Zul, Syamil, Sue n me.. 6. Karok + Bowling at Ole-Ole : 1st time dpt 100 over . wao! 7. on a mission - with Kak Da 8. Kak da exam, me = jln2 kat SP: Taman Jubli Perak (kenangan zaman kanak-kanak) 9. Kerja hari jumaat : sort out 'hidup yg tak berkepenghujungan' 10. Jaja mai posting kat as. :) then tak jadik pulak. :/ (ntah hape hape!!!) 11. Resolution twenty ten : Flip-Flop 12. 1st fortnight of april yg sgt sgt sgt tsgt la panjang~~~~ 13. MESSY: cali yg sial! 14. Mencari ketenangan dgn memandu 15. Kelakornyer jatuh bersimpuh depan gate. tp..bkn aku sorg je rebah atas jalan..lalalala~ 16. MESSY LAGIK! SERABUTNYA!!! 17. Akhirnya masuk jugak duit claim 2 bln. 18.  Cameron Highland : Cool m...