Vida de Mía

**lampu nie jupe kat tsh. sgt cantek..kagum kejap..tp bkn utk dijual..kedai tuh punya. hahaha aku balik lgkawi this week. then..sbb dah berjanji..kenalah tunaikan janji n bw adik g men bowling. then karok <--nie mmg standard. lepas bowling kenala karok. hehe.. only..aku kalah teruk bowling- adik n kakak dpt 100+, aku maintained 73-74.. :( (mcm tak besa) and karok kat jetty tak lagi ada lagu besh2..di tambah pulak dgn kaki yg lenguh2 dek lari secara paksaan sejauh 2.4 km.. i wonder..kalu la aku lari dable round..hmmm~ apa yg besh ialah mlm jumaat bila abah ajak g mkn2 kat depan kondo..kuetiow goreng yg besh..(tp aku mkn char kueyteow) dgn teh ais yg mmg menawan hati..then abah bawak lepak2 kat pekan rabu lgkw..first time kot aku lepak..slalu aku lalu n blah..(psst..sini ada satay kajang..erm..betol ke? 90sen secucuk! huhu~)..mlm2 lepak tepi pantai yg sgt berangin smlm.. fuh~layan jiwang gak. (jiwang apa sgt ek?)... then ada plak org tayang keta yg dh dipasang speaker.. ...

mood mood mood mood mood mood mood kembalilah kepadaku~ sebab? terlalu layaaan..tak terlayaan nie!!!!

awal2 pagi lagik aku dah buat satu penipuan besar.besar ke? rilek la..takde impact terhadap sosial dan persekitaran pon. ekonomi pon tak terjejas. oops.tp tuh la.. tny lagik menda bukan2. aku pon bukan2 gaks. arrgh. time aku takde mood sal hal2 sebegitu la nak tny soklan yg sebegini,kan. tp itu la aku skang. try la tanya soklan yg pelik2 . aku mengaku je. padan muka org yg tertipo. aku suke je bagi org saspices ..padahal takde pa pe pon. la la la la~   budus. ko jgn wat lawak leh tak chica? siooot je . wat keje. tak berhemah tol. patut la gaji cepat habis. tak berkat!!. hahahah!

miss chica takde mood. jam dah bunyi..tp still malas bangun tak tido pon.. golek2.. golek lagik..peluk miss flapi dari kul 645 sampai kul 7-alarm bunyi lagik skali ...lajak ke 7.07min "amik EL takpe x?tp, cian lak cik sue..nati mkn sorg. ann takde..erm~" 'tp malas..tp isk2..tp..aarrrgghhh..takde2 BANGUN2" chica~..bangun plz. minum air sket. bukak lagu kat hp<-- cari mood dah bangun pagi kene lak sidai baju. lepas sidai baju kene lak mandi lepas mandi, jam dah kul 735! owh..jam umah cepat 7 min.. pastu siap dgn kelajuan yang slower than selalu, tanpa rasa bersalah pon sbb dah lamat kuar rumah..kunci everything sampai nk turun tangga, "DEM! lupa air" patah balik...bukak kunci, bukak kasut demi air sejuk dlm fridge amik pisang 2 biji.. kunci umah. 1.pintu. 2. grill. 3.padlock. turun tangga lagik.. masuk keta, stat engine ..746.."aaahhh naseb ar. nak jugak panas engine luk!" 749..jalan.."konpem lamat hari nie. takpe..makan pisang luk~" th...

i hate geotechnical. i hate it because couldn't really understand it. but i did my FYP in geotech. doh! (same case as i hate water but now i am in JPS (!!!)) but my boss wants me to look into it. though a bit, it's enough making me nervous. i look it up in the net of course. very2 grateful for internet. hu hu~ i've done it just in time for the boss to come over to me ask for the result. (less than 10mins !!..tak sempat nak ponder2..wonder2) espero result tuh ok la, and betul sbb it is seemingly very important 2 org tny aku. he... siap la rumah sembelih tuh kalu tak betol! *sama jek cm WQIs. hu~ tp yg tuh aku konpiden. hehe

**bermain dgn ranting kayu, b'wallpaperkan block C Funny when you decided you want to get over something, yet you keep the very thing in your very mind and make sure it stays in ur RAM , unconsciously. Or maybe purposely- just want to feel a bit 'miserable'. o es inevitable??? ...at least that’s what i’d like to believe. mis sentimientos,  if only...

...mis sentimientos

There’s a feeling...more like a thought, i guess... How can a person have such a ‘great’ sense of humour-too good for their own good; it doesn’t do me much. Ahhh..should take it as something that wasn’t supposed to ‘take place’ coz if it were.. i don’t think i could mess it up. I couldn’t. Yup..I hope i couldn’t. (thinking.........) Gosh.. I wish i hadn’t.

hmm.. kata2 nie mmg glamer time belajar. ada jugak pihak skolah yg punya la nk bagi kesedaran, buat mural kat dinding2 dgn kata2 cepu emas nie. hu hu ~.. tp berusaha itu payah..walupon kejayaan itu suweet..biasala..kalu leh short cut..suma org pon nk terus berjaya je.. ada pe org yg begitu lucky in their life, they always get kejayaan-cm dlm stadi, they could get straight As without the need to strive that much..comparing to me. tp aku tak penah straight As. straight Bs penah la..hahahaha. tp..aku pon, tak la pulun stadi sgt.. esp kat utp. kehidupan away from home is just...so nice, too nice to just living behind the table..except bila kat meja itu ada computer yg penuh dgn drama..grey's anatomy, heroes, k-do..aaahhh~ but this one..bukan sal study, bukan sal keje. tp kehidupan normal sehari-hari. kehidupan seharian juga memerlukan kejayaan tau! huhu~a hepi ending one..tp, sadis la gak. still a hepi ending, kan? aku paling2 tak suke kalu duduk dlm kegelapan. kalu tak ...

**ini la keje aku bila kat opis bila perasaan bosan mhampiri.. snap2!! ...rupanya aku dah bosan.. aku dah bosan bila asyik2 bosan. mama pon slalu ckp.."hgpa nie asyik2 bosan/boring je kat mulut".. agak la.. kenapa life can be very.. seemingly..have nothing while banyak je menda nak buat? sbb suma menda yg kena buat pon bosan. benda yg routine lagilah bosan.. jadi, apa yg tak bosan?  last year.. aku stat keje kat jps. konon2 refreshing la start sth new.. but then, kena lak jadi modeller. (kalu model besh gaks..hair n make up~~!!! :p) adoi. aper nie.. depan comp lagik.opis lama pon modeler gaks. mmg la aku ske comp..tp kan.. staring too long at this machine..takde hati la.. = bosan. aku nk outstation a.k.a vacation. then bulan 5 gitu aku start dpt keluar..outstation a.k.a vacation. g sana. g sini. g situ. packing. unpacking. bila byk sgt.. bosan gaks. bosan again. aaah..perkataan bosan itu mmg membosankan. marilah mencari sesuatu supaya tak bosan hidup ni. pendapat: 1. kena ada...

**mi rana Algo es más mejor que nada Y alguien es más mejor que nadie No te preocupes,  no tengo nada esperanzas más que deber… The goal has been met. But is there anything i get out of this? A-week (ocho días) worth of alegría, i guess. Hmm.. At least!!! Tengo una razón, pero it's nothing but the usual.. .ho ho.. Y estoy muy, muy bien, muy muy mejor!! Viva chica!

..mlm yg agak penat sbb jln2 tepi sungai and parit seharian.. tp aku layan je bila ann ajak g tgk wayang 'duhai si pari2' yg aku pon cm teringin gaks. tp haprak gila..org tgh penat, leh pula ceta ni wat lawak TSANGAT bodoh. masuk cinema je ceta dah start. tak sampai 5 min aku dok pikir.. ini ke ceritanya? cm nie ke derang berlakon? bodoh sgt nie. aaarrr..aku penat. terseksa nyer aku nk tunggu ceta nie habis.rugi la kalu walk out. dah la rugi ceta bodoh. jd kitaorg stay gaks. waaaa..aku nk gelak ..aku nk ceta besh...napa ceta nie bodoh thp yg tak tercapai akalku nie..waaaaaaa ! aarrrrgh!!! balik umah at about 1130. aku cm besa settle sket barang sini sana..dlm 1145 gitu aku masuk tido. **in-touch #6**..then ingat nk baca 1 chapter..mmg aku bc, almost nk abih 1 chap..tp cm tak mau paham pulak,, takmo imagine jugak..aku tutup je breaking dawn, tutup je lampu. * Nitey! semoga tidur dgn nyenyak~~;)* Nite. Sweet Dream~

*tempat last kitaorg g..yeay.. dah abih. time nie mmg dah penat and sehabis malas dah! wooo..sue, syarul and i nk wat site visit 1st tahun nie.. g sungai keroncho/sg tg pauh (projek syarul) kat kubang pasu and parit kilik (projek sue) +gurun diversion kat gurun/yan. site visit kali nie dijangka akan berakhir paling awal kul 2pm. bertolak kul 9 pg-memula nk g awal lagik, tp sbb nk g mkn dgn ann gaks.. jd, kitaorg bfast luk kat kedai blakang wisma negeri. (#makan 1). kat situ yg besh nasik lemak..so aku bantam 2 bungkus+ teh o ais~~kitaorg g dgn rajoo nek kbl 299. faizal ikut skali sbb nk g gurun nati... g kubang pasu thru highway, kuar kat hospital jitra. 1st time aku sampai jps kubang pasu/pdg terap nie. JD and jurutera 2-2 takde. kitaorg melawat la JPS yg under renovation tuh.. JPS nie atas tanah MADA..so, sbelah dgn terusan utara.. huhu~ingat sungai td. lepak2 jajap while syarul settle some stuff dgn en shabudin sal sg keroncho tuh..kitaorg pusing2 tgk jps then before start site ...

J  Test jajap blogging guna msword.

*sue, haikal and ann~ "potong kuihnyer sekarang"...hehe it's monday. huh..baru isnin. baru 11 jan. lamat lagik gaji! :p pagi isnin, aku cm bahagia. bgn agak lewat dan sgt2 mengambil masa untuk bersiap. siap tak jadi pakai baju pertama, then pakai baju kedua. (sbb tuh aku perlu iron byk baju and hang sbb aku ada this simptom..perlu ada feeling ntuk pakai certain baju..hehe..) then..bila sgt amik masa, of kos kalut. tp pagi isnin nie..aku tak kalut. kuar kul 746am..aku leh lak drive max 60 je..nyanyi2 dlm keta yg pasang lagu dr mp3 aku.. but still punch card aku hitam. 7.58.hehe almost tuh..kesimpulan yg dpt aku buat..no matter how laju aku bw, cm tuh jugak sampai..sbb traffic light and wat not. arituh aku pecut..80-90km/hr average kat jln besa2 tuh..last2 kena break je lebey. tp aku nk bw slow...kadang2 leh la.. kalu x, aku rs cm aku nie taking too much time kat jln..aku akan menguap kebosanan. sampai kat opis, 1st thing..setup comp then kuar g makan. sbb ann nak kena g r...

** Cafe-Librería El Péndulo, Sucursal Polanco, Mexico what a relief when i get to release the unwanted baggages.. after all, when it comes to these unwanted baggages.. it wasn't totally somebody else's. i too, have my 'contributions'.. something is making my day these days, the state of mind that i am having;      very calm and contented..      fresh and 'breezy'.. it's because i know and clearly understand that it doesn't need to be of anything  to-have or anything to-get so that ' life could be more colourful or wonderful' ... ..it's just the art of handling stuffs i am the one who's in charge of my own rubbish..and my own life.. so i'm sorting..         the wants and the un-wants..       the 'required' and the unnecessary..       the treasure and the rubbish.. Putting things back to their places.. throwing things t...

así es en la distancia,  ya no puedo verte 'aquí' más pero es suficiente para mí saber que tú estás ahí estamos lejos pero estamos cercas... 3 down, 4 to go. walaowei. muahx!

...siyesli who would've thought that i could be all dreamy and hoping-ey and happier and more relax and cooler and etc etc when it comes to apeque-who is yet my somebody, yet my someone. te gusto. no idea how far it is true but for now, it is to me.

** my school, from end of 1990-1996 (tp pintu depan nie..yg baru punyer nie...hehe) i paid a visit to my primary school, somewhere in end of december.. mak wants to buy some books for daniel who is now in year 2. i decided to come along and take a look around at my school. selalu je lalu depan skolah nie..-since it's the main road to rumah kulim..but i never get inside the school compound since after i got my UPSR result-if i'm not mistaken... i think.. the school now is somewhat usang ..hehe..though the painting that me and my classmates, together with our english teacher did in 1996 is still there..it looks terrible and my name, wasn't on it anymore.. then.. those building that they used to place year 4 students, were now used as pre-school kids. the small field in front of it also has gone, replaced with comp lab..and the stage that i used to play 'zero-point'.. seemingly too low for a stage..and the flags of states in M'sia where i used to have lunch and pla...

huh! niat baikku diperlekeh. kecik hati tol.  misuz..misuz? isn't that something to 'felicidar' too? cis2345!!!  won't consider the 'large' anymore. small. & close.

ohhh~ what a demand! -a good one!  oowhh~ lil' something that made my day.. (or night) ooohhh~ am i still in the right track to achieve my so-call azam? kalu ikut byk sgt azam.. hehe excited pelik sikit tahun nie..no sé porque. layan je la...~~~ :about life :about work :about money :about myself **buku pertama habis baca pada thn 2010: Book of Tomorrow (ni baki bawa kehadapan dr nov2009!!<---lama amik masa nk start je. dah masuk gear..1 mlm siap!! haha)

this how people here do their work: 1. letter came in dec 21. 1st person min on 3/1, 2nd person min on 4/1, then i get the file on 6/1 from no 3. the report should be submitted by 7/1. 2. i was told to get the info from district. the surat and file i'm having has nothing about the project. how can i get the report done. so i gave district THE call, the very minute i get to call. the a person is yet to arrive. it's 830. the b person also hasn't arrived yet. i get to talk to c person who..don't really want to coorperate. "bla bla bla.. paham tak ? everything also has been sent to HQ..you have to find it bla bla bla.. paham x ? we submitted EVERYTHING-(seemingly a LOT) to HQ-dah lama dah.." eeewww~.. somebody is looking down at someone who is trying to paham something which that someone has just got to know in less than 10mins ago.... 3. i look for another file, reports..the pictures..the drawing.. nada. the person no4. who handling that thing in my bahag...

Quiero que decirte pero estoy en duda. ¿Qué es esto? 'Life' at Parit Buntar/Nibong Tebal will end at approx 90mins

okey. this is rather old..i had done this before, time kat utp..tp tetiba jupe balik n gedik nak wat lagik skali. so here goes: 1.) Put your music player on shuffle 2.) Press forward for each question. 3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question. 4.) NO CHEATING!!! The questions and my answers: 1.) How am I feeling today? --> Party in the usa (miley cyrus): party la sgt. kat opis nie..then nk g usm lak tuh satgi 2.) Where will I get married? --> the way i love you (taylor swift)  : erm..tak menjawab pon soklan 3.) What is my best friend's theme song? --> melastic bintang -adrenalin : hehe..lagu sal ape ek nie. hehe 4.) What is/was highschool like? --> siapa aku -suki : erm.~ 5.) What is the best thing about me? --> fifteen - taylor swift  : wao..there're 15 things best about me.!!! 6.) How is today going to be? --> i can wait forever - simple plan : eh? but i hate waiting! 7.) What is in store for this weekend? --> mencari konklusi - hujan : ...

*sekawan, se-adek beradik kucing yg always love spending time together.. no idea why but i am too lazy to keep in touch, to contact. if only my best frens are always around me.. those who i always like being together with are always somewhere within my reach.. frens n frenship. amigos y amistad. i wonder..why the one that's rather very close..my laziness got 'closer'. something is wrong and that something most probably would be.. me. :p

...starting anew