Kerja..wat else

ah..this picture. see, i'm wearing henna on my left hand. I'm in kelisa-now abah's, front of petl.. nice color of henna,rite?

i took 2 weeks leave from work including raya cuti. or else, couldn't afford to cuti that long. the main reason i took such long leave is due to an interview with spa. at first i don't really want to go-and to the very last minute, i still hate to go but, i think i want this job since i saw the allowance and after some talks with abah day before raya - besides the fact that i hate not getting the job while i attended the interview and also because mama n abah had spend some money to get me to the interview - I want this.

Not that i hate my current job. it's the total opposite.

kerja2...even if it seems easy than studying - and more boring too.. it is like everything else..hard at the first, not sure for how long. until getting the momentum..

kerja..kerja..wat else? nak idop kan. mcm abah kata, 'kalu tak kerja nak makan apa???'

but i think, i build some hatred, though.

I know i am behind schedule like..really far behind. Not that i am not working on it..but sometimes, things just go wrong when u really want it to get right. moreover, this is my 1st time using the software- not to mention, the 1st time ever the company use the software. everything just go wrong. Even whenever during cuti my mind wander a while..it would go into this xpswmm matter. how to get it done. how to get it done correctly. i can say i am alone and trying while waiting for en mat to review before he get back from turkey. on the bright side, i still have time..right? though, way to much time taken just for this..from end of august to mid september to end of october..this got to be done. even if i were to move somewhere else..i want to have this project done. not only this galing part.