almost November~

hurm.. it is almost november, tomorrow i'll be having a meeting with en izihan, so i guess i have to prep what to show him.. well..one of the simulation is still running from yesterday's evening. take quite some time since i lowered down the time step.. 

last saturday, i went to masjid india with jaja.. well i have some madness in buying kain ela for baju kurung and somewhat feels that my collection of baju kurung are all quite buruk and oversized. moreover, since last raya shopping at masjid india..i think i want to make a lot of baju kurung of different fashion..esp the one that can show of my petite figure.. haha.. tradisional one just so lame..i think i should act more like a women than a girl..besides, if i were to get jkr job, i really need big collection of bj kurung. y'know..gov. but i like it. 

speaking of interview and job.. i really think i want to stay for some time in hydec. as much as i like changing job right now especially to government.. i do think i owe something to hydec. and yesterday, kak zie claim that she don't quite know bout xpswmm.. and maybe in 1 year time i could be expert, makes me think.. how bad would it be if i leave. i don't see myself that high and worth, but i think in this case i have to work harder, in making myself better in xpswmm, as xpswmm modeller. this feeling, is very like the one i have before going to interview.

as much as i like to stay, i don't want to fail. failing in interview when your expectation are high..is very, sad. something like petronas. but i know, i let myself failed the interview and i kinda know i will fail before the result came out only me wanting to believe i could pass because i wanted so much. well..i don't want to dwell much in the petronas thing. this jkr matter, mama puts up high expectation too.. i think it may be about the same or higher. but then..mama always did whenever i attended an interview. she's a mom..she's my mom. what else to say. until i get the result..i'll just wait. i really hope i pass..but i don't hope to directly get the job cause i have to think bout transport and leaving my position now..simpanan mcm best..tp mcm 2nd pass..

argh..mcm la aku nie jwb best sgt time interview. but i HOPE.
HOPE...

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