Vida de Mía

not much of a beauty, nor a beast. hu~ ni gambar aku dgn cikgu shahidi. alah.. biasa la cikgu2 yg ikut kem kesedaran nie. ske la lawak ala-ala lalalalala~ sket. then, bergambar & timbul la kononnya aku & cikgu shahidi ialah beauty & the beast. and the beauty itu ialah cikgu shahidi.... :( (huhu) then..aku teringat sal another version of beauty&the beast. he was..sorta my ex. though, it's more like we're in open relationship- went on several dates, have a lil try.. blahblah..last2 tak menjadi and his parent jodohkan dia dgn org lain. bila dia bgtau aku sal nih..aku pon cm standard je la kan..nk kata pa lg. then dia tunjuk la gambar awek dia.. huh! siyesli cute. dah la pakai bj kaler pink. (bg aku, sapa2 pakai bj kaler pink, 1st impression bdk tuh ialah cute!) tp..mmg cute la. aku pon mcm.."pergh.. untung ek ko..awek yg sgt comel." dia pon cm wat ayat ala-ala rendah diri. hahhaa.. "ape lak untung. bkn aku buat bisnes." eh eh..cm tuh pulak...

if i were to just let it flow .. should i just leave it to flowwww through it's own course or i still have to channel it so that it'll flow through a path that it's meant to flow ? (- or at least the path i thought it should go..) why bother? -coz i care! nite nite people.

" apek, apek cina pek! apek kuek2 apek hmm apek kuek2 apek hmm apek hmm apek hmm apek kuek2 apek hmm " itu adalah lagu main o-som rs cm tak ramai yg tahu.. kak da ke kak ninie ntah yg perkenalkan kat umah zaman kanak2 dolu apa kena mengena? takde pa pe.. dah aku teringat kan.. saja je la nak nyanyi lalalalalala~

aiseh dapat gaji, kena byr hutang.. every month pon inilah rutin aku.. kena dedicatekan satu hari bila jiwaku tenang utk setelkan menda2 yg mengeluh jugak la hahah tp takpe.. i should be 'proud' of myself because i am able to pay for my own needs haha..kalu takmo byr byk, jgn guna byk..paham?? :) ok. hutang wajib bulan nie dah setel! ^_^

reminder reminder... i couldn't remember a lot of things, i kinda need sth call remembrance like the one in harry potter - to keep reminding me of things i keep on forgetting. or maybe.. a lil more powerful brain for me to reminisce things that i love. but.. there are also stuff that i'm trying to forget. to lose. olvidar. yet, that's the very thing that keeps coming back and haunting me.. again.. and again.. thinking that i'm all 'bright&shiny', the effect would be much less... heck no. why why why i'm sooo don't need to be reminded of that! argh! *ah..over la chica ni. kater paling terer dlm 'the art of ignoring & ignorance'. hu hu hu~

hu~ (-_-)"" hari nie ialah hari gaji. anyway..dat's not the thing i want to talk about here. suppose i have sth urgent to get done today & tayar kereta pancit. bila je aku sedar tayar tuh pancit? tgh jalan. ada la lagi 1-2 km nk sampai opis. aku akui, aku lemau bab keta..confuse gak aku.. angin aku br isi last week. napa rs tak besh? aku tak check pulak tayar keta like every morning,kan? tp..aku tahu ini ialah pelik sgt2 bila keta yg di drive makan belah kanan. sth siyesli wrong.. sbb tgh drive, aku bukak tingkap tuk dptkan any signs ..ahh..gedegu k2 sah dah pancit la nie.. "wat should i do now?.. i have siyesli important thing i have to get done before lunch today." so..aku drive dgn kadar slownya g opis.. memandangkan i almost there. slowly menuju ke parking lot wisma negeri, then aku park baik punya.. time tuh baru aku tgk tayar keta yg mmg dah kemek. *breath* aku call abah, tak dpt. aku call kak nie. takpe..aku layan luk keje kat atas.. i'll worry ab...

there's a say.. old one. bet everyone know this: " when there's a will..there's a way " will is what drive a person towards something s/he feels motivated to. determination will keep the person moving. while some person has big determination and other just don't have more will, then there'll be no more other way... :/

all those 'mis-' thingy.. i should stop 'reading' nitey

my july's weekend of every week are all planned out. 1st weekñ ialah besday kak da 2nd weekñ ialah "hari keluarga"  & Eclipse trip 3rd weekñ ialah pressie-hunting, besday x 2 + kenduri kawan 4th weekñ ialah hari keluarga no.2 (owh..ada besday lagik) 5th weekñ ialah hari bekerja. [*pic: me & tra @ queensbay mall (2nd week)] tp semua pun bknlah weekend yg bz. suma pon ialah fun time with family except the last one. owh..anything related to shopping complexes & gelak sana sini with my family ialah the best thing that could happen to me these days. hu hu hu~ 2 weekends left in july. then august will step in. 2nd week of august would be the start of Ramadhan. all in all..i love having something to look forward to..x kisah la apa2 pun. tp bln Julai is always something. ye la..my family's besday month. too bad, another plan tak leh masuk dlm mana2 weekend aku. tuh la..lamat wat appointmnt!!! hahahaha.. but people always said.. ada hikmah di sebali...

hmm.. this week would be the 2nd week aku dok sengsorang kat alor setar. siyesli..i don't really mind about it. mcm tak biasa. kadang2 aku nk jugak sorg2.. byk je menda yg boleh di setelkan kalu dok diam2 sorg2.. sbb bosan kan..jd aku akan cr sth to do. time aku dok kat kl dulu pon..though i have great & nice housemates-whom i kinda miss a lot.. but they always not around jugak. sorg balik sana..sorg balik sini.. tambah pulak dgn time keje masing2 yg tak sama.. sorg tuh..siap amik master & working. bz bz. last2..rumah sewa yg besar tuh..cm rumah aku sendiri je. hahaha.. nak jadikan ceta..aku dgn gediknya bercerita .. yang aku sorg2 je kat as, lebey kurang 2 minggu. (cewah..cm tak de kwn lain langsung je kan..) hosmet cuti.. then samb kursus.. then kwn kat opis pon g kursus gaks.. lunch sorg2.. (again...) dok umah sorg2 skali laju je kena sound "you have to try to live alone la....blahblah" "hmm..ye. i always am like this. i just want to.." :( aaahh... fi...

soklan : aku nie kaki merajuk ke? erm.. tak tercapai akalku. perlu ke aku tny org len? aaahhh.. should know myself better,kan? tp..utk seseorg yg aku feel lebey sket. aku mungkin cepat terasa. sbb aku ada perasaan. dgn org yg aku takde perasaan..tak mampu nk merajuk. sbb, nama pon takde perasaan.. bukan persoalan lagik dah. hmm... aku rs kan.. aku lebey kuat marah dr merajuk. next time..tny.."marah ke?" lebey tepat. and i won't deny if i do. * hu~ sebenarnya kan..aku agak kesian dgn diri sendiri! majuk ke..marah ke.. in the end, dah la kena 'tgk' diri sendiri.. org lain itu pon aku jugak yg kena 'tgk'. tak aci! ** next time, chica plz igt. merajuk adalah tak perlu. marah pon tak perlu. owh..i siyesli kena blajar buat bodoh! :/

YA ALLAH! selama nie tak pernah aku buat tak tahu, kenapalah the very time i chose to ignore ialah waktu yg PALING tak sesuai? sadisnyer. waaaaa.... ERP. wht should i do now? aku cuak pon ader. camne nie? aku tak tahu nie. siyesli. erk... help? waaaa....aku diselubungi rs bersalah yg amat besar. socorro!

...pernah dgr tak org ckp, "kalau kita tetiba teringatkan sesorg, kebarangkalian yang orang itu pun teringatkan kita adalah tinggi.." satu malam yg sunyi, aku berbaring atas tilam aku sambil baca novel aku nk habiskan novel tuh so that i could pass it to Anne yg jugak gila novel lately. aku bc sampai satu part tu aku stop ..it makes me think of something, of someone. ahhh.. malas ar! aku tutup novel. aku tutup lampu. i really should get some sleep. aku nk tgk germany main pagi nie. capai hp.. set alarm tp laju je tgn aku bukak benda lain... aku usya dlm2.. ada satu feeling. it's been a very long time. aaahh.. ignore je. me voy sera mejor así good nite, me. ----- my phone berbunyi.. aaah~kul brapa dah nie? dah nk kena bgn ke? capai hp..aku tersentak. erk! off sound. ignore it.  bola pg nie lebey penting kot. let's tido balik. tunggu alarm bunyi ye... betul ke teori tuh atau kebetulan? i pick the later.

hmm.. ada  sorg TA baru masuk kat JPS Kedah nie aku dgr2 org kulim.. hmm..org kulim kat mana ya? kulim kan my kampung... selemau-lemau aku pon, aku suke je menyibuk bila jupe org kg then ada la satu hari yg aku peramah sket.. aku sembang dgn TA baru nie.. "hg dr kulim ye? hg kulim kat ne?" skali..bkn takat se-Kulim je..mmg rumah dia dekat jln masuk kg aku je. blakang skolah rendah aku adoi. kwn se-skolah la jugak.. only dia nie sorta my senior by 2 years. hu hu hu "ptt muka cm kenal." <--dia kata kat aku. heh. tipo2. aku dulu pakai tudung. tak pakai spek pulak..hmmm~ satu hari yg dia peramah pulak... "kin..hgpa rs2 nk balik skolah balik x?" hehe.. tak terpancar ke kat muka aku bahawa aku nie malas la nk join mana2 alumni?? yg skolah rendah pulak tuh. hehehe dia kata ada satu event menda ntah. then dia tny lg.. "hgpa kenal cikgu rostam?" -"of kos. cikgu muzik tuh..." dia kata dia dlm band dulu.. no way! aku pon.. owh..ni bkn band ala-...

sejak terciptanya sms.. mmg mcm2 jenis shortform org guna. nama pon 'short' msg service kan.. hu hu hu pada zaman dulu yg br terciptanya sms and mobile phone, charges for 1 sms tak la semurah zaman skang. dah la 1 sms cuma leh muatkan 160 words. kena lak jenis yg nak explain panjang2 mcm aku..160 tuh, mmg tak cukup. inilah antara sbb2 suma org pun nak 'short'-kan every words.. ada jgk yg jimat space by sambung je semua perkataan pening2 lalat nk baca..rs2 cm tak baca lagi baik kot. huhu~ tp, seingat aku..shortform aku ialah std, suma org leh paham.. shortform kawan2 sebaya aku pun std jugak.. kecuali mereka yg tua2 sket, ayat yg lengkap dan sempurna hendaklah digunakan.. .. sbb shortform nie mcm bahasa budak2 la katakan tetapi.. bahasa budak2 zaman sekarang.... adoi! penatnyer aku nk baca.. aq.ckiwt.skunk.kamy.kdy.ad.dy.6be.bruw.tw.aserw.kterw.cmpy. wkwkwkwkwk (<--mungkin jugak sejenis lagu world cup!) fuh~ rsnya aku tak la tua sgt ntuk memerlukan ayat yg lengkap lag...

Viva España **pic from fifa.com yes. hepinya aku jgn ckp berjaga jugak dgn payahnya.. dah la masuk 30 min Extra Time. seb bek tak terus ke penalty pulak thanks to Iniesta yg score dan Casillas yg sgt2 menjaga gawang España dgn baiknya... menurut kak da: Iker Casillas (Spain) - Golden Glove Thomas Mueller (Germany) - Golden Boot  (Best Young Player) Diego Forlan (Uruguay) - Golden Ball (Best Player) Spain - FIFA Fair Play Award & World Cup Champion 2010 ...2010 World Cup is over next time i'm watching World Cup, I'm 30! hu~ dengan ini..demam bola aku berakhir. nak layan EPL ssh doh w/out astro. tunggu umur 30 je la.. hahahahah!!! btw.. germany won the 3rd place.

orange vs red fury even by the color, i prefer red. españa va a final, me gusta mucho. sgt2 hepi walupon nk bgn tgk game smlm adalah sgt lemau  & liat seb bek ada Kak Da & bekalan teh ais. hahaha..kembong perut minum teh ais @ 2-4am in the morning. tp sy sgt hepi. siap tlompat2 bila goal selamat dijaringkan oleh encik Puyol. hikhik. very hepi2. harap sgt2 yg España is the one who get to keep the Golden Cup for the very 1st time, this year.

if you want something you gotta show it. <--ARGH. i hate me! hu~ aku tak cakap pe pon, tetiba malu2 miow lak.. suka hati la bila hati itu dah suka kan... aku kan bright lagi shiny.. <--doh! owh. tak excited pon nak tgk Jacob kali nie. :( :( :( . still aku team Jacob. owh dearie, i have to menjaga my hati. and for that i'm willing to push EVERYTHING away. walaupun... me pregunta y la digo. hmm..tetiba rs sgt2 tak besh pulak. owh..aku sgt mintak tlg. jgn buat andaian, por favor. siyesli..AKU SGT2 TAK BESH SKANG. plz don't add s'more. :| tp office today is fun! no siento nada. semoga ESPAÑA masuk final tonight. ^_-

apakah maksud bila mata kenyit2? org kater kalu mata kiri..cm ada menda tak baik nk jadi kalu mata kanan..cm ader org rindu.. hmm~ dolu2 time main2 dgn bdk2 kg, aku kenyit mata kat sorg bdk nie, maksudnyer.. "mari kita men tipu sket.." tp..dia salah interpret la pulak!!! lalu, dgn selambanya dia anggap aku tgh gedik dgn dia dan wat announcement "weh..syikhin men kenyit2 mata dgn aku tuh.."!!! (-_-)""" kiranya, ada kemungkinan la mata aku nie dok tkenyit2 sana sini, aku tgh menggatal jugak la kot. la la la la ... wat a lie! ...no siento nada, desde el día en que te conoci ¡claro que sí, estoy!

**fuh~ my fave lunch during weekend back in 2008 as usual, the list: bulan Jun menjelma. tetiba kena g meeting @ JPS HQ,BSMA.  hajat nk drive sendiri g KL, surroundings & IKEA/IKANO/THE CURVE dah termakbul. ^_^ Nk tukar suka sama suka Kedah-KL?? <--huh! sj je 5 - 19 Jun : Bukan aku yang g Umrah Laksa dari Tapah. walaowei. (Thx to Zul.) malam g tgk wayang beramai2. Like it much23 walupon lagenda bdk setan tuh aku tak brapa ske. Gila2 5 engineers : Lunch @ Naim Gulai Semilang, Tg Pial . (gi-balik lebey kurang 100km) --> tp mmg berbaloi-baloi! ( link to ann's blog ) te extraño mucho. Sukan Dwi-Tahunan JPS Malaysia di Swak: geng bfast wakil-kan Cik Sue je..[JPS Kedah dpt #2. yeay!!] A week tanpa bosses kat opis. refreshing but sumwat lemau. WorldCup2010. England & España ialah pasukan pilihan saya.  3 novels in 3 days. Hu~ tgh jiwang karat, terlampau bosan @ kembali ber'hobi'? Insurance and Road tax for both Kelisa & City EL on june13th : betul ...

..is siyesli fun!  *both wearing red shirt. la roja? <--takde kena mengena. hahaa july 2nd. fun. i drove to Penang, Gurney Plaza for Toy Story 3 3D . It's the nearest cinema with Toy Story 3D. kak Da & i planned for earlier show but we arrived there 5mins late-due to traffic jam @ Summit BM- as usual. so..since we haven't had our lunch.. we have pizza @ Pastamania first. (well..i never heard of it too.. :p) after lunch, we planned to pusing2 gurney plaza. walupon this is the 2nd time dtg Gurney Plaza, tp tak penah jln2 pon.. tp just like last time, we only managed pusing2 dlm bookstore (last time was MPH, this time at Popular pulak)..then we head to cinema for the movie. we arrived home a bit late for brazil vs netherland game. tp..agak besh sbb brazil yg dipandang tinggi terpaksa pulang lebey awal sbb kalah to netherland 2-1. *dan kitaorg hepi terlampau bila brasil kalah. hahaha * *makan pizza yg memberi kekenyangan tahap 'just nice'. hehe *nak juga...