Vida de Mía

**switch the 'light' on if it's not 'bright' enuf!!! i don't have this 'bright & shiny' persona.. and not that 'bubbly' either. but siyesli..i love looking at people around me who smiles a lot.. seemingly everything around them is shining so brightly with a vibrant & radiant aura.. "owh, what a blissful life!" i want it too!!! so, i'd like to remind myself to smile more smile more despite the ups & downs, smile more because there's always highs & lows i have only 1 chance to live now, only A chance to live today and there might be no tomorrow life is to be enjoyed..live it to the fullest, dearie~ ^_^

Esp vs Por : 1-0 yiihaaa..España is moving forward. muahaha.. Portugal have to go home. (i loike this very much) i only managed to watch the 1st half of the game. it's 0230hr game. but, RTM decided to show it live on TV anyway. all in all, España will be meeting Paraguay this Sat @ 0230. (hu~ bley tgk ke?) oh..the one who score would be David Villa again. Señor Torres just didn't get to score though he did gave quite a try. hmm nak buat cane,kan?

enough said!

hmm..not really in the mood tp hepi gak since both fave team managed to get to Knock Out Stage.  Eng vs Germany : Sunday nite at 10 España vs Portugal : Wed morning at 230 hu~ leh tahan.. 2-2 pon aku bajet game yg menarik. hmm.. ntah la dpt tgk ke tak. nak buat gila balik kg cm melampau sgt. aku layan je apa yg dpt layan.hahaha.. game len yg kalu aku ada astro aku nk layan: uruguay vs korea : tonite @ 10 usa vs ghana : sun @ 230 mexico vs argentina : mon @ 230. **p/s: hope Eng bley bertemu Argentina. and if this happen, siyesli aku akan balik kg. hahaha..(game on july 3rd, hari sabtu mmg kat kg pon~~~)

huhu~comel kan? ada klinik boling la pulak kwn2 geng jps kedah nie makin hari makin gila bowling. tambah pulak bowling dlm JPS nie..cm satu permainan yg 'in' jugak la. a lil this and that, maka wujudlah klinik boling . it's for beginner. tp ramai cm dah reti main. aku jugak yg terkontang kanting. brapa lama dah aku tak main bowling ek? hmm.. well.. bowling is somwhat an addiction-esp kwn2 jps nie la. i hv a try on bowling last year on march or late feb if i'm not mistaken. what can i say? my satisfaction in bowling totally dependent on the number of pins i get to tackle. (or else what's left would be lenguh sana sini. :p) but i didn't manage to tackle much. juara longkang, more like it. that's one of the reason why i don't get addicted that much! (**pic:one of my early trials with bowling. pose dgn bola je lebey!!! haha.. dgn kak da & kak ninie, t-ra & epi pon ada, tp tak bergambar. @ Langkawi, of kos .) started a fortnight ago, ...

is it too bad if the person you want don't want you back? he, whom i want, might not even know that i like him. but does he like me? (hahahaha.. take it as me trying to be funny) but, yeah. i can assume things.  but in this case,i rather assume the worst..just to be on the safe side. i won't sure of things unless i can see  that it is there.  but obviously.. i see now that he doesn't. maybe not anymore. could be he never did! i keep him close enough.  but maybe my definition of close is not even close to how he defined it. hmm..it's ok. i never know how a relationship works anyway. i left everything for him to decide. and now the decision has been made, i accept it. aaahhh.. it's not like this is my 1st time. and as it is not my 1st time, i always know when 'these' going to stop. and since this is not the 1st time, i'm sure the one who screwed it up would be me again. to answer the question : "is it too bad if...

i don't want anything if it's just to extend the line that is already too flat . =(( **siyesli. hobby is a very good distraction too Publish Post l.

hu~ despite not expecting England to win WC.. still, losing at first stage is a big no-no. hu~ thankfully.. ENGLAND WON THE GAME!! ha..relieved and very2 hepi. siyesli hepi. maybe too happy that i might have to take some time to sleep tonight. hahahaa! thanks to zul & kak da who keep me updated on the game. bongok punya RTM. "Kami akan bersama anda sepanjang masa" konon. kalu ada tp annoying, takde lagik bagus! bley pulak time England men g tayang USA vs Algeria. dem stupid. seb bek England menang! hehehe.. though, England fall second in group C meaning, they have to face the winner of Group D. (Germany? hu~) hmm~ pa pe pon... WAY TO GO ENGLAND!

En la vida hay que luchar por lo que se quiere en - In vida - life hay que - have to, it is necessary.. l uchar - to fight, to struggle lo que - that which, what por - for, during se - himself, herself, yourself, yourselves, themselves querer - to want, to desire quiero tanto en la vida de mía , pero.. la luchar es muy dura.

satu lg buku dah habis di baca = The Undomestic Goddess. yeay! actually, aku dah penah baca buku nie dulu, once. time tuh aku tgh internship (2006). g keje nek bas.. sbb bosan, aku pinjam novels dr kak nie to kill the time. and i can still remember, aku terlebey gelak atas bas time baca buku nie (pasal iron board yg bernama 'Nimbus 2000'), menyebabkan menarik sedikit perhatian penumpang bas. oops! anne mcm muskil. napalah kikin leh gelak sronot sgt padahal baca novel je? huhu..buku nie kelakar sgt. siyesli. aku suke banget. memandangkan aku bosan sgt lately..aku pinjam lg skali dr kak nie. hu~ masih best. aku pass buku nie kat sue utk dia baca dlm tempoh sebulan. hehe..dia yg mintak tarikh tutup. aku bg je la! :p p/s :  Hari nie ialah besday my utp rumet = Nazmi Syamimi Azmi. mcm ada sikit rindu2 nk jupe. rsnya, sejak grad arituh, aku tak penah jupe dia lagik kot. jupe mak dia ada la.. hmm~ p/p/s: Erm..smlm Spain menang over Honduras, 2-0. aku tak tgk. hmm~ biasalah kalu dok k...

owh..this is one of the nasihat yg penah diterima: anything pun in this world is hard at first..  " berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul... " <-- masuk ke dlm isu ni? tp..tak kira la berat mcm mana skali pun..kalu dah biasa, lama2 akan jadi sesuatu yang rilek je..cool je. takde menda punya lah!  so, sementara nk biasa mmg ber'bisa' sket. later.. akan ok la tuh. Cool? ...this is also something that i need to remind myself abt.  ingat2.  tp..mmg dah mcm terbiasa pun, kan? :) nitey~

Have you ever consider yourself lucky? hmm.. LUCKY. people always say so. that i am so lucky i got this and that in my life. have they ever consider a tiny bit that i actually work for my 'luck'? but today and this month.. somehow i have to say i indeed lucky. but do i want to solely depend on my luck? nope. as i always say.. i work for what people say 'my luck'.. but since 'my luck' came first, now is the time for me to 'work it' . :) *related : She's So Lucky

Epi dah berjaya dpt lesen L. isk2..padahal dr last year lg dah layak n dah g ceramah L. suma kerana, tahun ini..sabtu lalu..mama dah belikan moto baru. hu hu hu~ada motivasi Waktu keje pada hari kamis di kedah berakhir pada pukul 3.30. walupon aku tak la excited sgt balik awal..tp sampai awal di kampung agak besh la... sampai lgkw kul 6. ala-ala balik rumah dari opis d lgkw!!! Hari jumaat, lepas bfast aku g umah kak nie. angkut lagi 2 novels. 1 dah penah baca..1 lagi ialah novel baru. dunno why, aku sgt excited utk habiskan 1 demi 1 novel demi memenuhkan my read-list utk tahun nie. Lama sgt aku tak ronda2 lgkw- last week dok umah je. So, g lgkawi fair, lgkawi parade dan drive around lgkw..   Tgk bola dgn abah, mama dan adik2 mmg lain perasaan dr layan game kat TV1 di alor setar. walupon cuma Argentina vs SOuth Korea. (jgn ckp sal England. penat aku bgn kul 2.30..game hampes. lemau tak hengat.) The Karate Kid: mmg aku nk tgk. last2 wayang lgkw jugak. tp the best ...

dear u u are very UNLIKE me in many ways but, i LIKE you anyway and in every way....   feliz cumpleaños primero a mi carro~ ^^ *clap2*

things that very much related to me: 1. petite hmm..petite la jugak kot. skang nie, bila amik gambar family, aku la yg paling kurang ketinggian..lalu nmpak yg paling kecik la. rsnya, sejak form 4 kot..aku cam dah stop besar. hahha.. ntah la. tp mmg org describe aku as "ala..yg kecik2 tuh.." kadang2 cm besh. sbb kecik2 cm bajet muda je kan. tp kadang2 nk jugak org ckp cm matured, and very womanly ke.. :p . tp takpe la.. itu ialah aku. aku mmg redha je. at least tak nampak tua. skang nie mungkin gedik nk nampak besar..nati bila dah tua, kot2 gedik pulak nk nampak muda! dan sbb aku tau aku nie 'kecik2' la (poyo),  aku guna nick "bijou colleen' dan "la chica pequena" (small, petite girl..). aaahhh..pendek kata.. ni mmg paling sinonim la dgn aku. hu hu hu~ [** kalu petite ala2 eva longoria, besh,kan?? sexy gitu. hahahhaha] 2. pink dulu aku sgt minat pink. aku tak nampak langsung kaler len. baju pink, kasut pink, beg skolah pink..everything must be in pin...

Time study kat UTP, aku penah amik course Mandarin. Walupon tahu takat belajar Mandarin 1 sem takan dpt pa pe..tp aku optimist. Better tau sket2 dr tatau langsung. erm.. tp, main reason i took mandarin would be sbb aku nk cukupkan credit hour for humanities nyer course lor. Mandarin, tak mcm BM/English/Arabic/Spanish ataupun Korea yg boleh men eja2 ikut bunyian/sebutan.. Mandarin punya perkataan mmg kena hafal. Characters, phonetics, pinyin blablah.. yep. mencabar. tp aku punya 师老 (lao shi) sgt bagus. chinese character kan main2 simbol..so, dia ajar sikit2 how to hafal, guna simbol.. e.g: 1. peng you ( 朋友 ) : simbol " 朋 " spt 2 org yang berjalan dibwh bulan (yue : 月 ). kiranya, kawan la kan sbb sama2 jln pegang tgn bwh bulan..hmm~ (nie kawan chenta nie..hahaha) 2.  吗 (má) vs 妈 ( ma) : 吗 ada bentuk mulut ( 口 ) kat depan. maknanya mcm exclamation, "what?", tp 妈 ada lambang perempuan (nv : 女 ) kat depan..jd   妈妈 ialah mama. (comel,kan? tp....

"Hawa dicipta dari tulang rusuk Adam.. bukan dari kepalanya untuk dijadikan atasannya, bukan dari kakinya untuk dijadikan alasannya, melainkan dari sisinya untuk dijadikan teman hidupnya, dekat pada lengan untuk dilindunginya, dan dekat di hati untuk dicintainya" *touched*

Iyolar. aku slalu tak wat komen pun sal WC..tetiba tajuk sal bola, ceta pulak takde kena mengena. (prev blog post) Aku emo. then kena pulak England agak hampeh pada pagi Ahad hari tuh..hmm. leh pulak pokcik Robert Green tuh terlepas bola Dempsey lalu masuk gol. Ingat tangkap anak ayam ke hapa? Kenapalah aku still sokong England? sbb dah sebati dgn EPL kot. hahahaha! Tapi takpe. aku still sokong England, walupon chance England menang WC adalah tipis. (eeiii..tak baik kan? tp kene realistic :p) tak sabar nk tgk game seterusnya (and this time, tak perlu amik cuti! hahaha) Good Luck England . go Gerrard. go Rooney. go Lampard. go Terry. go Wright-Phillip. go Carragher. go Johnson. go A. Cole. and Green, plz go (eh..acah je). =p xoxo ^-^ p/s Buena Suerte en los partidos tambien,  España !!!  \\(^_^)//

dah lama aku mbuat perhitungan. perlukah? patutkah? kemudian, ada satu suntikan. ala-ala semangat.. sepertinya telah memberi aku sedikit motivasi. menasihati mmg senang. menjadi pemerhati juga senang. tp..kisah ini ialah kisah aku. aku yang berada dalam 'kasut' itu. cukup bersemangatkah aku dgn suntikan yg diterima? selama mana je mampu bertahan? cukup ke hingga sampai hujung minggu nie? atau hingga tiba waktunya?   hm.. aku pun tak pasti. dan bila aku fikir sedalam-dalamnya.. aku kenal aku. apakah kebarangkalian semangat yang ada itu tak pudar? hmm..hanyalah 'setebal' peluang England menang World Cup 2010!!! :/

tu voz dulce, suave y tranquila   que echo de menos mucho.     te extraño .

**suatu masa dahulu, teringin sgt keje kat salah satu tower itu. skang, hanya mampu menjadikan 'lepak2 sambil memandang kecomelannya' sbg hobi... hek eleh..1st time 'bertemu' jps HQ terus je nak mintak tukar suka sama suka kl - kedah. huhuhu~ after meeting ( kl, june 3rd ) , aku sembang2 kejap dgn cik anita n pn atikah. then derang tny.. "wah..dpt2 jps terus posting kat kedah ek? beshnya. mmg org kedah? mmg nk dok kedah ek? ke tak kisah?" skali derang bg no phone kat sorg yg mmg nk bertukar sbb wife keje kat hosp sultanah bahiyah, alor staq. time dia kol aku tuh aku tgh lunch kat ikea. walaowei.. of kos aku sedikit 'tertipu'. kalu bkn sth yg aku pernah nak..tak senang jugak nk talk me into it. ye la.... duduk kl mmg sesuatu yg aku suka. tbayang balik time aku duduk kat melawati..keje hydec. owh~ heaven. tp of kos aku tak lupa how i miss loghat kedah sooo much, then hidup aku hanyalah bertemankan shopping complex. kalau jaja takdak kat kl.. sorg2 je aku...

june 2, 2010 bgn pagi. aku wat megi telur for bfast. nyum2. sedap. lagik sedap dr mkn kat R&R gurun. then bsiap. pastu check keta nyer minyak, air++, g gas station isi angin, minyak, top up touch n go pastu beli Smarties + Mentos + mineral water. dlm kul 9.45 jugak, msg bgtau aku nk g kl dah..then aku bertolak dr AS ke KL. **ya. kul 4 lebey smlm br dpt tau kena g kl. aku takde rs nak g sbb last min punya arahan kan.. tp tpakse la g jugak. mula2 nk amik driver..pastu pikir2, tak jadi ar. i decided to just go with my kelisa and find my way to JPS HQ. (padahal mana aku penah drive dlm kl..n cane nk g salahuddin tuh ek?? * risau *) layan je la. bgtau kat family, secara ayat penyata.. kalu ayat tny nati byk laks risau2 ke menda. kalu aku konpiden, my family ok je kot... :p gee..besh nie drive jauh sorg2. aku ske~ Alhamdulillah jugak, cuaca sgt baik. panas je..(sampai aku igt aircond ptt g tambah gas padahal cuaca yg panas sgt sampai aircond tak rs!! huhu) stop 15min kat gunung ...