Vida de Mía

me berbaju paddle pop erm..bkn maksud kancing gigi sebenar..lebey kepada menahan perasaan.. ..sebenarnya aku rs aku skang nie, mmg kancing gigi . leh cool, sgt2 cool. kalu dulu mmg penuh blog (another one) filled with watever in my mind- not a beauty. sendiri pon malu kalu baca balik..erm.. tapi, muka aku penuh jerawat-buruj pon kalah nie. dr raya lagi. isk2.. then i have quite siyes hair-fall problem. mmg byk. isk2..nak kata aku tak jaga sgt basuh muka basuh ramut nie..takat nie mmg..aku jaga la. i guess i have some problem but i choose to ignore it. apakah masalah itu? like it's there, it's not that bad yet i secretly kaco my emotions. i think. ignore lagi. equinimity lagi. naseb bek aku bz, n byk trip lately. estoy agradesco~

apa itu hepi?   hm... satu satu hal menimpa. tp takpe. at least satu-satu. not byk2 skaligus! hehe actually, this is not a new issue. ever since i've been placed in kedah, pengarah's been postponing on sending me to district. i believe it's simply because i am  una chica ..(maybe una mujer~) i am sumwat pendiam, malu byk, ssh bergaul and wat not, but  i always believe i can do watever i NEED to do, watever i HAVE to do AND i believe i can SURVIVE  - tak kira la kalu almost  mati  skali pon. every new things  are  susah. bila dah biasa, anything pon leh jd senang. kan? until i'm experiencing it..i'll never know. edit saja guideline itu! wat i hate right now is, i am not a new staff-y'know, the determination, the semangat org baru masuk keje.. i sumwat dah ' jadi ' org kedah@ org nk pencen- cr keje yg lembab n lonlai- (sorry..tp kdg2 nampak cm tuh) n malas sket2-dah la i'm not that hardworking-and now i am hard to work!!! ...

tra & i  at ainiah's wedding when u come of age to get married...when everyone (almost la...) u know starting to tie the knot, sapa2 yg ketinggalan sket mcm..agak tertekan. hu hu hu~ aku la tuh. not that i am very kisah about it-frankly speaking- tp lately aku pon cm terkena 'gelombang' perkahwinan nie. bila org nie bercakap, bila org bercerita..bila ada org berharap & mengharap..bila org mengadu..~ i used to be a person who is very2 relax-seríamente,like "wat about kawin??". i'm the one who comforting other people about this- at least my close frens yg agak tertekan dgn desakan parents-usually parent (singular noun, hehe), persekitaran n wat not.. tp kan..skang nie, not that i am wanting to 'join the club'..but somehow i started to think: what theme would my wedding have?..what color will i be wearing for engagement, nikah, kawin bla bla? starting to enjoy the conversation about wedding!!..wah~ this isn't me! huhu~ (i even mis...

Me, Anne & Sue... dengan tshirt yg besar. layan je lahhh on 15 oct 2009: that morning, ann kuar umah luk. ann kena g awal sbb dia nyer program. kitaorg faci je. hehe.. amik kesempatan sket! pastu sbb kamis gaks. standard la..aku, ann n sue akan balik kg at the end of every thurs. this week lak aku nk blk lgkawi, jd time agak penting la. aku, sue n kak salwa g sama2 dgn keta sue. before sampai kat kem, kitaorg singgah makan kat pekan yan. time aku, sue n kak salwa sampai, elok je bebudak skolah pon br je sampai. kiranya kitaorg x lamat. expect tlepas sedikit ceramah-dgn sengajanya..tp x dpt berbuat demikian. hahaha.. bfast luk, then kitaorg masuk je la ceramah. leh tahan gaks tuan syed jd mc..en roshidi lak bg talk sal program after opening dr en nazif. after dgr ceramah suma..by 12 gitu, igt derang akan lunch dulu, jd kitaorg masuk bilik rehat2 jajap. skali kena panggil kuar balik. sbb lunch x siap lagik, jd wat program luk. aku kuar je dr bilik, trus je tua...

1. apa menda best jd baru2 nie ? > tganu trip, kenduri reiyn, jupe fisza, suna n her baby, mere meheboobaa~ 2. lagu pe dlm otak skang? lirik sket..hehe > spell by marie digby: "i have you..from the moment i can tell i've got you.~~" 3. who r u think about right now? > no one in particular 4. last person on ur received call list? > umie.. 5. last person you call? > zul. nk ajak bfast. tp couldn't get thru.. "the no u have dialled is not in service" aik!!!??!! 6. what is your main 'thing' right now? > ha..y'know..that thing..hehe 7. Problem apa yg ko face baru2 nie... > problem aside. live life cool. 8. short term objective@goal .. > ntuk mencapai long term goal! haha 9. Most significant thing happened to you within this 1 week. > same as #1 10. skang tgh pikir kaler pe? > dark pink n purple. sapa leh match nie? berbaju melayu dgn comelnye..cepat2..kan jamuan..kan nk raya! haha 11. skang pakai bj pe? > bj kurung ...

Jalan2 kat Pantai Batu Buruk sambil makan eskrem...  3~5 Okt 2009 Dari b4 pose lagik dah tau akan ada trip g hari inovasi ke terengganu on october..sue and i quite look forward to this trip. it's been quite some time kitaorg duduk je kat opis- tp at least aku g gak bangi ogos arituh.. but only last week of ramadhan kitaorg dpt tahu bila exactly trip tuh. cuma yg tak besh, trip nie tak di rancang dgn betul2nya. ye la..until the last day nk g, br kalut2 sal suma menda. esp sal the project itself. yup..we-as in me, sue n zul,n en khirluddin are just 'acting' as a grup, actually all the idea and the work behind this project, kitaorg takde kena mengena..even until last day aku tny en asnol if he wants to brief about his project to us or if he needed us to do anything regarding the presentation and wat not..but he just erm.. don't really need it. erm..~ sesampai kat terengganu~ tgk2 setting utk hari esok.. jejalan kat pantai...  amik gamb...

berangan dengan camera handphone.. huhu~ yup..veri nice one. i sumwat 'challenged' myself to go to Reiyn's wedding-kak da teman. and thankfully fisza is going too. then as an addition to the plan, me n fisza 'extend' our perjumpaan ke perlis, jupe suna and her 15-days old baby. hehe.. berbaloi-baloi!   erm..bila jupe kwn@ wedding..then jupe laks sorg yg happily wed and dpt baby, of course la penceritaan kisah2 hidup suma pon berkisar kepada 'kisah cinta'. but not all stories have happy ending though. kisah fisza agak kesian la.. nak wat cane. i can only lend my ears to listen and trying to understand. tp aku agak open la skang. i definitely say 'i want a bf..' hehe.. and i no longer deny or kata pa pe yg negative when org ckp sal my wedding bila.i simply smile or making jokes about it while in my heart..hoping. (wao! dare to dream ). aku ckp dia jd pendiam skang..he called just now, ckp yg dia g india-br sampai kul 8 pg td. owh..aku...

reiyn dengan bunge tangan ferrero recher.. (v tempting!) a veri nice weekend. last sat, was reiyn's wedding. aku bkn ske sgt attend wedding org, tp sbb bila dpt kad, tgk peta umah dia -kat pematang pauh je- terus wat plan :"aku mesti g this wedding!!" hehe.. lagipon bersalah gaks bila dpt byk invitation tp suma pon tak g. sbb jauh sama. sejak pindah kedah nie, kl tuh rs jauh banget. apatah lagi kalu kena g belah pahang, tganu, kelantan, melaka, johor, shah alam blablablabalabala.... me, fisza & zaza Pengantin cute bersanding... reiyn veri comel. her hubby pon. hehe..suma org leh agak yg reiyn mesti pakai biru. hehe.. khemah pon biru, umah pon biru..kawan2 ygg dtg pon berbaju biru. aku je syok sorg2 pakai apa yg aku nk pakai..hehe..besa la.. aku mmg plan nk g..then fisza join-blk dr kl on that friday nite! mmg bahagia la-aku bw kak da..jupe fisza laks..sembang2.lama gila aku tak jupe dgn fisza. last time, nov 2008 kot-kat kl. almost sthn dah! t...