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Erm..ni la gambar R aya 2009 . Standard kat tangga umah maktok, kat kulim. huhu~ next year kene cr spot len la..kalu tak cm tak besh..takde kelainan! dah la theme purple yg kak nie n i planned not that jadi. isk2..takpe la..next year we make another plan. hehe In this picture... erm.. dari kiri, atas skali= -->Umie , standard la pakai tshirt n kain batik je every year raya..susah nk pujuk pakai bj kurung ke apa... --> yg terlindung sket = awie , pakai tshirt gaks..huhu, lupa ke menda bw balik bj melayu. dah la takde gmbar 2 tahun sudah, tak ikut blk kg last year..kira, bagus la gak dia mau bergambar nie,kan.. --> then jaja , comel je. bj purple yg kebetulan kena dgn theme..bagus2.. -->mak , pakai bj purple. mak mmg bagos.hehe.. --> maktok laks..erm..halal je la.. --> then mama , almost purple tp tudung hitam, takpe..bley di maafkan.. --> yg poyo skali = epi . huhu~biru la plak. tp aku yg bw dia g beli..bkn salah dia 100percent la.. bj pu...

...one fine day, 2 days before raya...at Queensbay, Penang~ uz driving... umi tra & ibu wanna take a ride~ tok wan taking a ride too... huhu~

how time flies so quickly. today is september.. next week would be october.. then november stepping in.. december making its way.. suddenly it's new year 2010 , leaving 2009 behind... erm..october is definitely coming this coming week. cuti raya dah berakhir (suma sebanyak 11 hari including fridays n saturdays and 2 additional days sbb tokwan meninggal)..and i got to masuk keje balik manana. actually, i am anticipate to masuk keje.tatau kenapa-get back to normal life?? demam~ layan dlm kereta anne~ 1. Suna dpt baby : meeting with anak..erm..musti make time! veri perlu jupe.. 2. 4 oct : kenduri jedah. dah ckp dr jun lg time jupe kat ampang bowl time men bowling dgn sue n asra, time kursus sungai tuh. kat pahang..tp tak dpt g. hmmm.. 3. 3/10-6/10 : nie la sbb tak g kenduri jedah. tp..mungkin alasan. hehe..nk g ganu~dgn sue n zul sal projek inovasi en asnol 4. 10/10 : kenduri reiyn kat permatang pauh. i think i have t...

... Kita jangan selalu mengharap kerana dengan mengharap itu, tak semestinya ia akan tertunai. Namun, kita boleh bersabar kerana kesabaran itu boleh mengajar kita erti pahit manis kehidupan sebenar..

last year today... still in Hydec hepi 25th besday!! this is the day that i've been waiting. sampai gaks. of kos akan sampai? erm..sokmo, we planned it will come. alhamdullillah, it did! --> mcm very smcm. tol la kan?? lebey kurang 6.29 pm, cukup2 genap, i turn 25th. september 4th 25 y/o suku abad. my silver jubilee . i planned to celebrate my day at langkawi, tp last2 aku tukar plan balik kulim gaks. not sure what influence my decision, but i made up my mind bila abah ckp tak kisah aku balik mana pun..jd aku pilih=kulim. erm... 3rd sept aku demam. aku demam since last nite, tp..aku mkn uphamol rs cm ok dh. siap sahur kat kfc lagi. mmg takde mood. ala...tp..ku rempuhi gaks demam @ work. yup..nk amik cuti rs rugi laks. seb bek repot pond and design guna excel dah siap. lepas keje aku g tukar baju tra luk kat pacific teluk wanjah before drive to kulim. veri tak larat. rs nk baring je. tp takpe. sabar2. bukak pose, mkn ubat then leh tido dgn bestnye..kan2??? an...

That cute-pink-furry thingy~ hehe..cute kan? veri besar n veri lembut. niceeee one..(cian kat rana yg sblah..rana pon i syg gaks~) hi... i'm miss flapi   this year= the one bday yg aku agak sgt menunggu. dunno why i just, veri looking forward to it. Counting down, september by steps..and it's only 2nd of september, but i already got my bday wishes and celebrations n gift. (i look forward to wishes, though...) the 1st one from my very own abah. abah turun as sbb ader meeting at JKN-as usual. then, i picked him up at jetty and we both break fast together. but a rather special one-abah blanja besar! aku bw g mkn kat rainforest..mkn2 yg agak meriah. tp tau je la aku nie, bkn makan byk sgt, but still..best2. mkn2 kat kuala perlis... erm.. 1st of september = zul's besday. so, my fren make this plan on sept 2nd, to go and celebrate at kuala perlis. y'know. makan yg meriah2 gaks la.. derang plan for 'belated-besday zul' and 'upcoming-bday keen...

*love this pic. very classic.hehe when i know its not necessary,or not my fault-a sec afterwards. It's not baik like ann@sue claim.it's lack of confidence! I hate it even more aftr hearing wat they said bout it. Here's an extract fr Cleo, Sept 09.. Gain confidence,or u'll be sorry,chica!~ Rubbish reflex #1: unable to xpress opinion. -No need to give opinion all é time,but u need 2b heard. Listen carefully 1st,then state ur thought abt it.
 Rubbish reflex #2: say sori all é time. -4 no rite reason,u devalue urself,or wat u want to say 4 always saying sori@ at start of é conversatñ. -confident body-lang also indicate th wat u want to say is valid.faking it until u got it.
 Rubbish reflex #3: can't accept compliment -acceptg compliment isnt being conceitd,self-obsessd or needg sum1 to give +ve reinforcemnt. Believe th when sum1 says sth nice,it's meant in a genuine,gud spiritd way. -accept it n confidently reply w tqs.
 Rubbish reflex #4: feelg...

* dlm flight kl-lgkawi dgn jaja erm..merdeka. merdeka. 25 yr of merdeka. the veri issue that bothers me..veri bothering indeed. no matter how hard i try to put it aside...it is still bothering and annoying at times. at times when the issue being talked. at times when there's stuff going on related to it. at times when i saw the happiness out of it. at times when i feel alone n lonely. ..actually, most of my time! having a choice whether to make it happen or otherwise, clearly.. the choice i have made isn't the one that will bring myself into actually have it. and as i always think... i couldn't bring myself into looking. i am looking when there's sth to look..but when i am soooo determined yet it is just 'for display'...i rather keep me shut! having s1 who is a boy and a friend, keeping me at ease, rather a lot. while i like it to develop, i have no idea what it'll eventually turns out. like i said.. i take when i should, i give when...

MERDEKA!!! = end of august . tak byk yg tjadi bln ogos nie..tp some small things indeed meninggalkan kesan degil. hehe i've been waiting for september to come. dunno why but i am waiting. tp bila penantian dah (almost) ended.. aku mcm, btol ke aku menunggu nie? hehe.. this yr aku mcm tak sabar sket nk masuk 25. org len dah lama 25, atau at least anggap diri dah 25. ala..org. bg aku,my bday is very penting. tp perlu ke kesah sampai cmtuh sgt ek? hahahaha..asalkan bahagia~ munge comey di singapore... this month started dgn prog jelajah minda . hehe.. program tuh~kuang2..best la gaks. 1st time g oversea kan..hahaha..bajet gila. tp on 1t august tu aku kat kl. kena skali ada rusuhan and watnot. watever, dh sampai jln TAR . rusuhan ke tak..aku ttp bw balik byk kain~hahahaha.. gedik sorg2 dlm hotel prescott metro inn, kajang i thought this would be a month yg takde pa pe. mana tau, bos minit kat aku soh g bangi . huhu..memula tuh cm best sbb ingat leh turun kl kan....

i running out of patience coz i cant believe what the hell i'm hearing and speaking of hell it dont compare to this heat that i'm feeling i love u too much it shows, all my emotions go out of control good for u bad for me, when i can't hardly see from the tears that flow.. can't forget to breathe slow.. count from 1 to 10 with my eyes close.. coz, ladies take it in and get composure.. before i lose it, get composure i am gonna breathe slow, count from 1 to 10 with my eyes close coz ladies take it in and get composure.. ladies never lose composure not gonna lie or even try you got my wheel spinning and i aint the one to shoot the gun, cause that means that u will be winning~ i love u too much it shows, all my emotions go out of control good for u bad for me, when i can't hardly see from the tears that flow.. sb better hold me back, u're lucky i know how to act, (so lucky i ain't gonna attack) i'm being calm n cool, but believe me u is taking everything.. ...

that monday morning..memula nk pakai bj biru..then cm malas tukar baju kurung biasa kaler oren..huhu.. ready to menyusuri.... sampai opis, check email sket...then ajak ann g mkn. kat tempat besa la..hehehehe.. dwan. aku tak leh nk decide nak mkn pe. nak nasik lemak ke nak roti bakar n telur separuh masak..ar... tp sbb lapo banget, nasik lemak la pilihan hati. hhehe.. sue & anne sibuk bergambar je tuh..hehe ada la nk habiskan dlm lagi 2-3 suap nasi, ann nyer hp ringing. tuan syed call, ajak g nek boat, tgk sungai kedah. dia ajak aku n sue skali. wah~ hehe..but, i am wearing bj kurung, and 2" heel. this heel is not that comfortable (but cute!) hehe..bley ke nak nek boat? bila balik opis, tny sue. sue kater ok..walupon sebenarnya sue pose today. huhu~yeay..cruising sg kedah~~ tree lady engineers menyusuri sungai kedah boat tuh kena naik kat rumah pam sungai raja. aku, rumah pam sg raja pon tak penah g. so..baru aku tau, mmg terpencil sket. kat blakang t...

kitaorg jus arrive... ramai2 berjalan menuju ke kem putri ayu... erm..program nie wat kat kem putri ayu, yan. dgr tempat mcm best, tp tak sgt pon. haha.. tp program nie best la gaks. registering...  program nie dibuat on sunday, 26th july. En zainal siap mintak unit sewa bas lagi nak naik g beramai-ramai. dia ckp kalu ada tv lagi best. hahaha...sabar je la.. mcm la jauh sgt as dgn yan. tak sempat nk tido n bermimpi manis pon. kuikui... kamis minggu b4 tuh dah dpt tshirt kaler hijau-cam yg en zainal nak gaks..tp tshirt nie selain kain dia yg best, tak cantik pon. haha.. hijau dia cantik tp kosong la. cm tshirt besa je. dah la besar gila...derang wat saiz s ntuk aku tp takde la plak. siot. rs cm bdk skolah g umah sukan je. arrrr..kenapa pada umor almost 25 nie perlu ada lagi perasaan cmtuh? niway..aku n sue n ann pakai tshirt besa je dulu.. nati kat sana kalu perlu br tukar... besar sgt baju.. huhu~ nie sesi ice breaking ready utk sesi taklimat ...

... dr atas bas, otw balik alor setar Prog jelajah minda.. kelakar siot.haha.. abt 40 jps staffs went 4 a 4days3nite trip to sgpore,johor n kl. It has v lil to do w work,more on jln2. Tp ann xdpt ikut jd geng=aku sue n zul.tp ramai je kwn dr ting 9 n ting 7. zul gaya mcm kat oversea je..padahal kat masjir di johor, lepas mandi2 otw g singapore.. owh~ salah angle betol gambar nie..gemok rupa i.. destinasi pertama...  berbackground-kan dengan singapore city.. mmg nampak lain dr kl, kan? cantik sy suke pokok rimbun nie.. Nk jd ceta,on wed tu aku kena siapkn dis keje 4 pengarah.kena kejan gila.suppose leh blk at 3,last kul 5 gak br leh blk.agak kalut sbb kul 630 dh nk btolak dr BSAH. Brg pun xabis pack,bj x iron lg..nak mandi lg..v Kalut. cian zul pun jd lamat..huhu. Aku n sue g dgn zul sbb nk letak keta kt umah pam alor malai.pa pe pun,almost kul 7 bas bgerak ke selatan... Merlion.. lambang Singapura  menunggu bas dan lain2. ...