Vida de Mía

bila minggu ke-2 bulan 5 ialah bersamaan minggu ke-3 bulan 6 :)

..bermulanya kerja2 memanggil. 1st batch with pos malaysia dah jalan.. then kena jalan2 ke setiap bilik dan cubicles jps di kedah it is fun.. with all the congratulatory & happy wishes love it! chica kata : now it feels real. scary? more like excited! hehe

to reminisce... simply like! ...and to cherish

Owh..i love shopping. though sometimes it's quite tiring (esp the carrying hasil pembelian part), but it is totally fun! moreover when you get to shop a lot without having to worry on the expenses. phew..heaven! didn't all the bosses had their KPI on the amount of money they spend? well.. in my case, that exactly is. to get the money spent, to get the to-do-list done. all for the right cause. *wink23*

map from: kedah.jkr.gov.my ...if i can choose to work at any district in Kedah ,  which one should i choose?

i am forgetful forget things easily..even those that happened not too long ago whether it is in form of happiness.. neither those of sadness.. even more those that just a bit significant ... those moments that's being left behind please don't leave them too far!!!

It’s always been about me, myself, and I I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time I never wanted to be anybody’s other half I was happy staying out of love, it wouldn’t last That was the only way I knew ’til I met you You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo Cause every time before it’s been like Maybe yes and maybe no I can live without it, I could let it go Ooh what did I get myself into? You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do Tell me is it only me Do you feel the same? You know me well enough to know that I’m not playing games I promise I won’t turn around and I won’t let you down You can trust I’ve never felt it like I feel it now Baby there’s nothing, there’s nothing we can’t get through So can we say I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo Cause every time before it...

apa je perkahwinan bagi aku? erm.. dari dulu lagi, aku bukan seorang yg mengimpikan perkahwinan. (even time memula incek tunang ajak kawin pun..aku mcm nak, tp berharap itu ialah suatu masa akan datang. not now, not in near future). yup.. mcm muskil je kan. tak elok fikir cam tuh pon ye jugak. semua org, esp perempuan mesti nak kawin bila sampai certain age. but to me.. marriage is rather hard. why? coz to me, marriage = responsibility = byk menda kena urus = memenatkan.   hehe..nampak sgt takmo pegang tanggungjawab. bagi aku, bila perempuan dah kawin, dia dah berjaya mendapat satu lagi kerjaya = suri rumah. semua hal rumah, dia punya hal. dia lah yg kena memasak, membasuh, mengemas..jaga hubby, jaga anak. padahal, kalau zaman skang nie, both hubby & wife akan bekerja. aku mesti akan keja makan gaji or some sort...then balik keje, ada  tanggungjawab lain pulak. phew. penat sgt kot. time single nie, aku boleh buat apa2 ikut masa sendiri. balik keje leh ...

1st page Sangat-sangat best bila buku bergambar yang aku design & order sudah selamat tiba. dah lama sampai tp baru dapat tengok sebab post ke rumah di kampung instead of kat umah sewa.. overall sgt2 hepi sbb it came out just like i imagine! owh..some of the pics are a bit dark, but that's not the printer's prob.. gambar tu sendiri yg gelap-aku tak reti edit lebih2.. lagipun dah ada experience bila aku edit gambar, it'll come out worst. hu hu hu.. totally recommended. dari print sekeping2 kat kedai gambar, baik print version cm nie.. lagi cantik, lagi class.. lg best. *hepi to max*

sy suka majlis pertunangan sayer.. hehe Beberapa hari sebelum majlis pertunangan, ada org bagi aku case study sal pertunangan nie. kenapa org slalu tak biar bertunang lama2 and so forth... kesemua case studies tuh membawa kepada kesimpulan bahawa mmg bertunang nie tempoh kritikal. byk sangat dugaan nyer. jgn ckp la apa je perasaan aku. but then time tuh kalut2 dengan persiapan majlis, benda2 lain yg merisaukan nie aku letak tepi. dok fikir menda yg tak perlu..mmg lah tak perlu,kan? aku decide to just anggap menda tuh sbg iktibar.. only today i am again being reminded about the same thing. kalau nak ikut elok lepas berjaya tunang pun ada je yg dah ' warning' .  hm.. bertunang mmg ikatan yg tak confirm. kalau ikut, tak perlu pun bertunang sebelum berkahwin. cumanya bila dah ada offical agreement antara 2 keluarga i.e bertunang, dapatlah preparation utk pernikahan dibuat dengan sebaiknya disamping berkenal dengan keluarga bakal mertua dengan lebih mendalam sebelum...

We're Engaged!

this is attached with my best fren wed invitation. loving it.. so i'm sharing~ <3 <3

"you make my heart have premature ventricular contraction"

"Kekuatan sebenar terletak pada hati..." **Semoga hati aku cukup kuat untuk menghadapi segala kemungkinan sebab aku betul2 ingin ke hadapan dengan penuh kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan... ^^

the things with looking back.. i accidentally take a peek at the wrong window

*stunned* ...

quite some time now been taught to wake up to it..and sleep through it seemingly without one, my day cannot start nor end with ease, please and breeze.. it's an addiction.. and i'm addicted!

why do i need everything to be defined, to get confirmed? well.. it's just me. me.. whom need somebody to drop me a message when it comes to something that i can't be sure of.. coz i simply not that confident with myself.. let alone the whole situation thus i feel there's a need for me to be sure that i am not having a daydream  a dream that later could turn into a (beautiful?) nightmare.. but... i know what's in my heart the very thing that makes my day i don't know if i need to be that sure anymore maybe it's just enough to know that i like it a lot and to feel sure that i want to go for it.. and that i actually want it. thus i have it defined. and somehow i know..i have them confirmed.  :$

all those 'mis-' thingy.. i should stop 'reading' nitey

is it too bad if the person you want don't want you back? he, whom i want, might not even know that i like him. but does he like me? (hahahaha.. take it as me trying to be funny) but, yeah. i can assume things.  but in this case,i rather assume the worst..just to be on the safe side. i won't sure of things unless i can see  that it is there.  but obviously.. i see now that he doesn't. maybe not anymore. could be he never did! i keep him close enough.  but maybe my definition of close is not even close to how he defined it. hmm..it's ok. i never know how a relationship works anyway. i left everything for him to decide. and now the decision has been made, i accept it. aaahhh.. it's not like this is my 1st time. and as it is not my 1st time, i always know when 'these' going to stop. and since this is not the 1st time, i'm sure the one who screwed it up would be me again. to answer the question : "is it too bad if...