Vida de Mía

ye. jgn tatau. i have to brag y'know, bcoz me & anne have these 'museums-visit-plan' since last year. this is the 1st museum we go, and both of us are on EL on that sunday. (actually..sue pon, only sue kat perlis) aku amik jaja sebaik sj jaja sampai kk. bw g tesco then as mall before g mkn kat sue manja tomyam (lg skali..hahaha..) nk bw g jauh2 pon, aku dah malas. later pon bley lagik. jaja kan nk duduk sebulan kat as. (yeay!) tp..esok tuh, jaja tak wake me up awal pon. aku igt nk antar dia then beli bfast kat aku n ann. tp kul 7 lebey, i still on my bed. aku gerak dia.."eh..kita dah lamat la..cheq tak pi keje?" hmmm...then, lepas berlengah2 kat rumah style cuti2 zaman study..jaja make a decision to balik lgkw. aku layaan je la bdk nie. br je sampai smlm. bagus gak la.. bwk bj n surat aku dr lgkw kan..then aku pon bg buah tgn cameron utk lgkw. kul 2 jugak br kuar. nak mkn mana? <--always the hardest decision to make. mula nk g hijau kuning, tp ramai sgt. sb...

owh..aku mmg perlukan sth these days. rs cm sgt2 grateful dpt g cameron walupon aku tahu sebenarnya cameron nie, agak mbosankan. tempat apa sgt je yg leh pi. oops..bkn bercuti,kan? hahaha.. apr21,2010 bertolak pg dr as. sue mai umah, n dlm kul 8 gitu, g amik kak biha. then ada la menda2 ntah pa pe menyebabkan kul 9 br masuk hiway. had bfast kat gurun then direct je ikut hiway n kuar simpang pulai. aku yg drive. hampeh gila sbb lepas kuar exit simpang pulai..takde signboard. jd aku drive straight je..hampir masuk ipoh. ke dh masuk? ann & sue SOS zul utk ke jalan yg benar..jd patah balik and selamat masuk ke jln menuju ke cameron. starting from there ialah climbing and bengkang bengkok. time nk menuju ke cameron tuh..tetiba aku pasan 1 keta jabatan kat blakng. aku tamo derang potong aku. jd aku drive gaya tak bg potong la..only to know bila dah sampai tuh yg derang hoping aku penunjuk jln (hehe..jauh gak tuh.. 20-30km jugak..ke lebey? hmm)! haha..oops bersalah pulak. sbb derang k...

sapalah aku nk belagak2 tp dah belagak dah pon. biar la..macam tak biasa terlajak perahu tak leh diundur kan.. jd, aku nk 'teruskan perjalanan' je ya. aku takde mood lagi emo. ala-ala pms tp bukan mungkin jugak lebey teruk tak sure apakah sebab utama. mungkin sbb suma benda sgt kacau bilau kebelakangan nie mungkin juga sbb aku dah lama berpura2 berpura2 sbg org paling hepi lagi paling bersemangat selama 2 minggu skang dah takde kekuatan lagik. mcm la kepura-puraan itu sgt berjaya,kan.. ahh..bagi aku sedikit masa utk recover then restart n refresh cameron..i'm coming tomorrow~ bukankah yang panas ptt di 'sejuk'-kan...?

hmm.. pg nie aku very ceria. sbb? walupon kepala pening2..tp my hepi-o-meter agak naik sbb aku sembang byk dgn jaja. mcm2. skenye rs bersembang dgn comfortnya smlm..sampai kul 2 pg lagik. lepas aku antar jaja g jetty, aku pon drive g keje. siap masuk awal lagik..7.49 am. phew~ (mcm la awal sgt. tp en zainal ckp.."eh syikhin awal ari nie..see? ;p) dgn semangat berkobar2, aku masuk opis, check my email..then write a short blog post before start work. tp sgt2 lapo. jd ajak kwn2 bfast luk. tp syarul tak dtg keje sbb nk turun kl, zul laks ada kew pa kat wisma.. ann kena g pendang..so only me n sue je la. kitaorg pon decide utk mkn kat kopitiam kanchut. cm besa..lepas mkn, parked keta kat wisma negeri n jln ke BSAH. elok lepas sket jambatan sg raja, lepas dr gate masuk BSAH..aku tripped! it was siyesli quick. all i can remember at that time was, aku nampak kancil masuk dr main entrance, aku berkira2 sempat ke aku lintas b4 dia lalu depan aku...tp nampaknya mmg tak sempat ler sbb aku g d...

yg sebetulnya..i have nothing to say. yet..i don't know what else to do so i blog. cerita 1: sbb induksi + kursus, rumah aku kat as sgt2 la cm rumah tinggalan. lalu pada satu hari yg rajin, aku decided to mop, buang sawang, sapu sampah..sebenarnya dah setahun dok kat umah nie. bleh kira brapa kali jek aku rajin. ye la every weekend pon kat kampung. bila masa nk wat suma tuh. tp yg malangnya, sbb rumah di tepi bendang. dpt la free love bites kat pipi 2x, kat dagu 1..kat leher 1..kat siku 2.. sgt sakit!!! :( ann kata menatang tuh nama dia cali <--bunyi gini..eja i tatau. waaa..tak pasal2 muka cm bdk kampung jatuh basikal. cm burn pon ada. siot. tuh la.. kalu rajin gaya buang tebiat nie..mmg la cm2 jadik. huhu~ cerita 2: pd satu mlm yg nyaman.. aku kuar dgn abah mkn2. abah nk g kl, jd turun as n akan nek bas dr as.. then aku dpt msg dr kak da said yg 2 adik kecil aku nk ps2 for their besday. aku dgn pantasnya ckp "x bley". huh..blajar takmo..byk ckp pulak~! tp kak da cm.....

well..aku re-read my blog. (not this one though..) rupanya my last year's april..hidup aku seemingly sgt2-lah indah and sgt2-lah hepi. this year's april, biasa je...lgpun, hepi2 yg tahap dewa kalu berlarutan mcm la akan rasa 'dewa dewi' lagi. kan??? ...dan april masih belum b'akhir ;)

Menjd fasi river ranger lg. 1st t aku dtg kem kenari. Adoiyai. Sungai ni xbrapa best utk wat kajian kualiti air. Tp xpa.aku still xkuar dr mood 'layan'. Life will be activated startg tomorrow. Xde lemau2 cm arini n 2 mingu kbelakangan ni.. Janji ya chica. ;-)

feels like it's the last chance. feels like it is my last chance. i'm afraid to try.. but if this is indeed the last chance.. i can't just let it go.. because last chance won't come again.. because it is the last but.. is it really, truly the last chance? or it's just what i feel... arrgh... p/s: tomorrow is friday, 16/04/2010. nothing special, nothing much..only esok keje. :/

owh.. the best part of kursus would be THE CLAIM. kalu ikut, every cents of duit yg di claim ialah duit yg kita dah belanja..tp, bg elaun2 makan ke harian..mmg sth yg kita layak,kan? well..no need to talk about kelayakan. i filled the claim form..in january. in february. in march.. with hope, the money will be banked in very soon. well.march would be something like my last month to claim anything sbb besides kene banned from going to kursus, me myself also don't really want to go to kursus anymore. dah byk. tp, duit tak masuk2 pon. walopun some of the money mmg la di claim mengikut layak and bukan totally the amount i've spent, tp.. bkn aku dpt duit 'bersih'. duit hotel esp.. aku swipe tau. dah brapa lama tak byr. mmg aku tertekan bila duit hutang tuh nampak byk je.. dah la tahun nie aku short circuit. hu hu hu then.. almost lunch hour..en zainal ajak aku masuk bilik dia jajap. ada sth nk ckp.   "cik syikhin..after this kalu nk claim, kamu kena discuss dgn saya dul...

bila tau kak da perlu amik peksa.. rs cm mmg patut la aku menawarkan diri utk antar. but..apa aku nak wat kat sp from 9-430 pm? huhu~ bertolak dr kulim kul 730 am. gedek2..kul 8.30 gitu sampai la. lepak jajap dlm keta before kak da terpaksa (yup..nampak keterpaksaan tu..haha) masuk dewan peksa. and.. i have to wat agenda sendiri. aku kuar je dr skolah mat jiwa tuh tanpa arah tuju. then..setelah pusing2 aku amik keputusan to balik rumah kat as..makan, lepak then dtg balik sg petani for lunch hour. n..aku amik jln bawah. drive dgn rilek nyer..bayangkan.. from 9 am.. i only got at as kul 1045! haha..very slow. erm...sebenarnya adalah tempat2 yg aku g jengok jap..tp rahsia! ahhahaha..poyo! smpai umah makan megi n layan je katun chibi maruko chan kat ntv7 tuh. tak sempat nk tido ke baring2 ke..kul 1130 dah kene bertolak balik sp.. sampai sp, singgah tesco for kfc. tapau je then mkn dgn kak da kat mat jiwa. skali lg..kak da terpaksa mengarang n menjawab soklan..masuk dewan bali...

**nie rupa tak siap ag nie.. smlm amik abah kat jetty then g makan kat old village - erm..zul penah bw mkn kat tempat nie skali. aku besa la..any tempat yg best, i MUST share it with my family and close frens.. time dlm keta dgn abah tuh..mungkin sbb segan kot kelisa nie aku tak jaga sgt lately..rs cm kotor gila keta..huhu.. debu2, pasir..daun pandan kering. malu pulak. huhu maybe sbb hujan renyai2..mungkin jugak sbb sgt lama tinggal keta n bz2 sket.. it's been like more than a month aku tak cuci keta. last, aku upah amin cuci..tuh pon in early march. skang dah mid april. last week nk mintak amin treat sket kelisa tp tak sempat jugaks. huhu~ so..i take kelisa to tempat cuci keta yg berus besar tuh.. the only tempat yg aku penah g cuci keta @ as nie. (dulu aku sgt2 takut tempat berus besar ni..and i have to admit..aku tak berani sgt pon skang!) hmm.. kiranya aku treat sket kelisa ni..cuci, vacuum and wax. cun! even scratch yg aku tak sengajakan kat belah kanan keta pon dah less vis...

Ye.kebahagiaan ada dmana2. Morning!

hmm.. i miss you much2x, muahx23 but since you don't seem like missing me, i don't want to miss you anymore,lah!!! :(

i just can't resist procrastinating! put something aside until much later is something i just love to do. this thing, is also applied when it comes to my career i know that i'll gain much less working at place i am now without specific post, without ... at first i thought doing design is something i would love given that i am new..i should start from the start i'm not putting things off for no reason i love working at the place i am now, except for my job i love living in alor setar given that i didn't have more choice i love having friends like i still in my university years but.. i hate pretending  i'm an intern . NOPE. i am not i hate being useless.. (or less useful sounds better!) i have undergo induksi. confirmation would be otw after some thoughts given, despite having own house/room, friends, hepi2 times... i rather having my single life be just a single life career. **chica pon nk workaholic gaks. (only.. that's almost mission impossible!! huhu)

Emo. huhu~dr zaman UTP lg, fisza mmg dah redha aku n suna yg agak emo. biasa la perempuan. tp..aku rs aku dah sgt kurang emo. siyesli siyes.   tp bila emo itu dtg balik.. agak kelakar pulak! aku marah. mungkin jugak merajuk jadi aku buat satu hajat secara tak sengaja... aku takmo everything. takmo. takmo. tak perlu. ...kerana menjaga hati. tp..bila menda yg aku takmo tuh betol2 'menjauhkan diri'.. aku jd cuak. what if yg aku 'hajat' kan sgt tuh betol2 terjadi? 'my wish has granted'.. aaaarrr...cuak. cuak sgt2. fuh~seb bek tak tercapai.. kdg2 ada gak baeknya hajat tak tercapai.. sebab.. tak sume yg kita wish adalah terbaek buat kita..kan2? kita bkn tau sgt.. org ckp.. 'sth that goes away,when it came back..then it's yours for keep'.. erm.. tp..cm tak penah 'pergi' pon.. haha..then kata2 tuh tak leh apply la dlm case aku. *malu* well~memang itu cara ku...

*Glory Beach Resort, PD ~ 1. It's all about kursus!  Gaji bln 3 ialah gaji untuk berkursus!! (keje cume 8 hari je~ hu....) 2. 5 org J41 g meeting kat lgkw. eh? meeting ke..bkn jln2??? 3. isk2..serabutnya nk g induksi pulak!!! *sigh* jus go n geddit over with. 4. "eh...syikhin tembam la..nampak pipi tembam".. geee..(boleh di terima.)     "eh..napa hitam?" (waaaa..keji!) 5. Tak skenye! men bola jek..hamstring! tarik mengkarung. dem2. HATE23. 6. Hehe..pakai bracelet ada loceng, rs comel cm dollah laks.    -"hmm..tuh promote tuh!" erk.. ayat kejam! 7. Megi cup jugak yg menawan hatiku.... 8. terer.hebat.best. *poyo* 9. Waktu bahagia time induksi ialah time nyanyi n menari poco2. hehehe 10. gud luck..gud nite.. muahx^4juta kali !!! *hepi* 11. "NRE, NRE" - dgn gaya sorakan dan sore terkepit. dem! 12. owh..kenapa berada di hadapan sgt mendebarkan?? 13. Lamb. 14. "time org ajar xmo dgr.. pastu takut fail!" <---oops. terkelepap kene. bagi ...

why i like kursus? 1. i get to go outstation because outstation= vacation! (:p) 2. ilmu. <--i don't know everything so.. 3. claim : this is the best part! hahahaha.. well..it could be KL, or the kursus itself, but i siyesli want to go to this kursus. i've applied several courses that seems intresting early this year but since i get to go to induksi on march, i've gained 12-days directly-which fulfilled the 7-days kursus requirement. while i siyesli want to go to at least 1 technical courses..i try my best to get my name in Tatacara Perolehan. and with that lil effort, i managed. though with that too..no more kursus for me for the rest of the year!!! Total kursus-day gained: 2 (usm) + 1/2(feb) + 12 (induksi) + 3 ( tatacara perolehan) = 15.5 days!! **takde sapa pon soh lukis cmnie. hehe.. tp, biasa la.... 2-2 pon lukisan aku! hahaha.. i saviour my last kursus for 2010. hehe.. i went to kl with ann by driving and we get there at 1.30 pm. that day, we went to Masjid India fo...

*nie gambar grup 5-star ~ : rashid,fakhri, faiz,suhaimi,farid,me,kak z,bie,huda n fie~ akhirnya selesai gaks induksi khusus modul umum kump 1 bil 1/2010 di glory beach resort, PD, 12-25 mac 2010  yg memenatkan. hehe..gambar atas = 23rd march. dinner at banquet hall. grup 5-6 yg bajet paling bagus mmg bajet mlm nie. btw i got lucky! one hamper won! and our grup won 3 hamper altogether: 1 for sukan, 2 lagi lucky draw and that lucky chicas = huda n i!!! 1. riadah: **sukaneka- lari ikat mata.. (and aku almost mandi kat pantai sblah! huhu~) **ann, me, bie & asra **en azahari, ann, din, me n en suhaimi: a normal riadah evening~ thankfully, senaman pagi kul 6 cancel spanjang induksi. 1st morning there, 13/3 mmg cancel.  tp 2nd morning..kitaorg b'4 turun. me, ada, asra n ann. siot je miscomm. tp hari2 berikutnya..kul 6 pagi adalah di atas katil masing2. (except last day kot..org len suma dok atas kerusi kat living hall, giat study. me? katil jugak! hahaha) ---thx to fazli..aj...