Wishes (or Hopes) That Not Come True

I have a number of wishes..or hopes..or maybe sueños que sean realidad.. pero, not all come true.. this is a very usual things to happen, sometimes you can put aside,but sometimes when you want it sooo bad, for soooo long.. you just can't help but to have a bit resentment towards it.

well..not all the things i'm craving for in this life, i get it easily. like this article that i've read, "i will achieve sth well, but in other important thing, i just unlucky".and now i kinda fell into believing this since, this is what happening right now. i have this one th, i've done with 'resentment' thingy, yet for other th it's just, doesn't seem to 'cool' down..

and, when it's being stir up..i just pour everything out, and the victim is my mum-though it's not like she knows bout it. i believe, only kak da knows and sev other friends who asked me bout my ym status-thankfully they didn't know what the issue is.

when i rethink bout it, it is really a small matter that i 'managed' to make it into something of larger scale. oops i did it again. i really shouldn't think bout it that much, and have to try my best not to bring it up again. i should be happy and for now, my interest is to put my soledad aside, and be happy while yo tengo mi hermana va a permanecer conmigo por dos meses..