Vida de Mía

Dalam kerajaan nie, you can go, climbing higher up by being a senior, or maybe by further your study, or pass some exams, or just by knowing certain people at certain time, or maybe it is much easier to sum it off as a "rezeki" ada peneman ala2 ada geng dan tak perlu bergeng dengan org lain. super! .. and, you can even be there at those sweet top spot, yet not doing much! even a good officer came to think that when you are at a certain level in your career.  all you have to do is to delegate and let the person you delegate the task do the task from translating the what, the how, the why, the need; basically the sole doer of the task. and what those higher-up post do? hey, i'm the head! and since, i'm the head, let the body, hands and legs do the rest. i just do the delegate thingy with UP, UMP, UTP, UM and all the U in the world with a bit of initials and date at the bottom of those letters!!!  i hate her and i want to keep it, preserve it in this blog now that she so...

Mac 29,2021 Salam.. dah lama sgt tak blog sbb tahun2 selepas tak blog ialah waktu bermulanya diri menggunakan planner i.e midori dan hobonichi.. dan lain2 jenis planner. however, this year 2021..i started using them as a REAL planner instead of a diary.. or whatever keeper it was to me, then i lost time and it's kinda hard for me to actually spill everything in my mind into it, in pen. besides, these days, don't you think it is much easier to type than to write? yeah. i might steal some time from the office hour, or my lunch hour at the office because i prefer typing using the keyboard and not off the phone - better so, i just jot down whatever i feel like typing.  i simply couldn't live without diary / writing down whatever i have in mind, because i simply can only live and tell as much as i want with only myself. even husband don't really want to listen much to my office politics and he has a lot on his plate. and sometimes, i also have something of my own opinion and...

Blog single Vida de Mia dah berakhir sepertimana berakhirnya kehidupan bujang ku.. hu hu hu Check out blog kehidupan pabila "berdua lebih baik" -->  The Chronicle of Puan Chica :)

bila minggu ke-2 bulan 5 ialah bersamaan minggu ke-3 bulan 6 :)

byk tgn mcm nie ntukmulti-tasking? huhu~ saya takmo lah! " apa itu multi tasking ? " tanya seorang pengarah kepada anak buah nyer " ...buat byk kerja dalam satu masa " huhu~ sapa je yg tatau apa itu multi-tasking dlm zaman skang? zaman yg semua menda nak di siapkan.. dan semua menda nak dalam masa yang singkat. tp itulah.. multitasking tuh multitasking jugak.. tp, kalau multitask kerja2 yang tau dah kerja sendiri, bidang sendiri rasa tak de lah mcm sengal sgt.. tp bila kena multitasking kerja org lain, atas sebab org tu kurang efficicient atau slow dan sebagainya.. rasanya patut tengok balik kot situasi tu kot. multitasking is somewhat a requirement nowadays. though, this is not my situation having to multi-tasking mine along with other people tasks. and so far, i noticed myself not so capable of multi-tasking when it comes to my job. i get things messed up easily. tp kalau menda yg sendiri2 punya.. lain cerita lah kan... hehhe tp.. meh sha...

mesti senyum mcm smiley nie walaupon dikelilingi keserabutan! Paling tak suka hidup dalam kesibukan paling tak suka mengaku diri ialah sibuk tak kira lah sebanyak mana kalut sekali pun.. aku tak suka mengaku diri ialah sibuk tapi memang agak tak tahan lah dengan kekalutan sekarang tak paham kenapa menjadi kalut segala - galanya mungkin kerana sukakan kehidupan seumpama memandu dijalanan tanpa arah tuju mungkin kerana tak suka kehidupan yang setiap jam seperti perlu mengikut to-do-list tapi itulah kehidupan sekarang kerja yang sepertinya sangat mudah dan senang, tak semudah disangka pabila digalas di bahuku dua hari sehingga dapat menarik nafas sebelum kekalutan bermula semula kenapa dunia sekarang penuh kesibukan? *sigh* note.chica: saya nak cuti yang panjang dan kehidupan yang aman. mungkinkah kemudiannya aku akan menghargai kekalutan? owh. belum pernah terjadi! 

it's been 10 years since i'm entering UTP to learn civil engineering and becoming an engineer now. unbelievable how quick time flies!

At last... dah dapat rumah sewa yg baru di bandar Alor Setar ini.. leh tahan gak mencari. dan yg dapat ni pon rumah sewa milik family kawan je. huhu~ layan. aku dah surrender mencari rumah baru. rasa mcm akan stay kat umah sewa skang je. alang2 hosmet dah takde pon.. aku bw masuk hosmet baru aje lah kan. hehehe rupanya ada jugak rezeki aku nak dapat rumah bawah.. rumah tuh simple dan sgt biasa. kalau nk compare, i like my current house's interior much better. ye lah.. rumah sewa aku skang nie rumah baru.. lagi bersih, lagi kemas, satu rumah floor nyer ialah tiles..then ada 2 bathrooms lagi. tp sebabkan it is on 2nd floor dan beberapa faktor tambahan yg lain.. aku sokong je masuk rumah baru itu..leh lah nak beli peralatan rumah sket. dan the best part about that house besides it is on the ground? it is much closer to our workplace & pekan...pikirkan ini..terus rasa bahagia.  of kos.. bahagia jugak pikirkan akan dpt sebuah rumah sendiri. hmmm~  terus je a...

now is no longer time for choosing but to accept. accept. and accepting and surely, hope for the best! por...

may May becomes the best month of twenty-twelve. Amin. 

remember this? several months ago.. and a year ...indescribable feelings when i first viewing my birthday present and it still is indescribable, when i viewing it today. i remember my surprise. i remember everything that associated to it gosh how i hope everything is just as that crystal clear how i hope memory won't just gone or temporarily missing cause i need them all to be with me all the time all the time. path that bringing us closer...

To make sure everyday counts, i told myself to publish at least 1 blog post, as a summarize or highlight of that very day. just for this month of april Obviously.. it is not successful! hu hu hu~ while it's quite hard to be online everyday it is also hard to write things that is publish-able. as not everything is up for everyone , if you know what i mean..... will try it some other time in the future.

yes or no to nicer, cuter, sweeter, prettier and much better pink? sounds yummy. but why am i saying no? expiry date: apr28

kalau dulu masa spm saya suka buat karangan surat.. skang time keje saya kena karang byk surat hu hu hu... bezanya dulu saya lebih minat surat tidak rasmi sbb boleh merapu tanpa bersalah.. skang sal keje..surat rasmi & ayat2 cinta yg skema je lah.. tp 2-2 pon penting, kan? note.chica: sayalah pencurik letter-head di tingkat 9. shhhhh~

Pengarah yg hi-tech, maka anak buah yg tak berapa high terpaksa lah 'mendaki' untuk bersama2 maju dalam penggunaan teknologi.. maka, sila download skype dan activate penggunaan ye. tengah donlod... note.chica:  aku anti skype zaman study utp. dunno why. agak tak minat. terpaksa lah belajar & ajar  mereka yg perlukan pengajaran.

takde gambar yg ada kena mengena dgn APC.. tp this is a pic of me & my abah! APC? apa je tuh? owh..kalau artis2 mesti grammy ke, mtv music award ke kan.. tp kalau dlm keje gomen, APC nie lah yg almost semua kakitangan kepingin banget.. APC = anugerah perkhidmatan cemerlang.. ^_^ owh..aku belum dpt APC. aku rasa diri tak berapa layak pon.. selain tuh jugak, aku baru je 'cukup umur' utk dicalonkan.. tp aku cakap sal APC yang my abah dapat. kagum dgn abah.. aku tak sure berapa kali dah abah dpt APC.. tp bg aku, abah dapat beberapa kali dengan selayaknya. Tahniah Abah~!!! takpe lah sekali sekala cancel cuti g memancing kerana nak g dpt anugerah, kan abah? heheh..

anda suka makan puji? erm.. standard lah manusia, kalau ckp yg baik2.. mesti termakan je. aku tak akan puji org kalau aku rasa tak layak. lidah aku tak mampu nak berkata kata dusta. (cewah) untuk apa puji memuji kalau org itu tidak layak mendapatnya? lagipon, surely intonasi dan nada memuji secara tidak ikhlas akan jelas kedengaran x sesuai. lebih baik diam. mcm ronan keating ckp " you say it best when you say nothing at all...~" aku suka makan puji? to be honest, yes. tp aku pon ada jugak asas pertimbangan. kalau apa yg org puji tu aku rasa tak logik.. of kos aku akan reject. hanya pujian yang aku rasa sepadan akan aku makan . dengan hati yang terbuka, dengan senyuman yang melebar, mungkin punggung juga sama! tp kalau pujian tuh aku anggap sbg kata2 manis madu tiruan? fuh~ siyesli.. dari engkau puji aku secara kosong, baik engkau memuji kebesaran Ilahi. ada jugak isi nya!

me in one of my fave pink tudung & bj kurung i love pink ever since i know colours. i don't think i should forget about pink and just accepting peach or any other colour people throwing at me but i seriously don't know how to not accept. it's not even tolerable that i am unable to pink my big day but i just shut up but i am asking other people opinion instead but i am considering other easy option it is really in my hand or i already have my palm facing down, pushing away? don't want any regret? take action then!

aku tahu je minat aku ialah pada benda-benda yg org tak berapa minat mungkin jugak org tak minat langsung, mungkin jugak org dah tak minat dah sekarang tp kalau aku nk sesuatu, semestinya adalah kerana aku ada minat pada benda tersebut adakah aku perlu mendapat kritikan terhadap minat tersebut bila aku ialah pelanggan? doh!

perasan everything can be done by myself and only me. mcm lah tangan tuh banyak tgn sotong.. mcm lah byk sgt masa yg terluang.. mcm lah reti sgt nak buat semua menda.. but then, i have to admit. it is easier for me to have my things done by myself. not asking anyone to help or in my definition, interrupting (kdg2 je lah) tp tak teringat pulak sal teamwork tak ingat langsung yg berat sama di pikul, ringan pon sama2 lah kita jinjing tak perasan pulak, bila sengsorang nak buat semua menda, mula lah terasa diri itu terlalu busy dan nak mengamuk isk2.. kalau segan bertanya, org ckp bodoh sombong.. kalau x mau mintak pertolongan, apa ye definisi nyer? huhu..mungkin leh kata --> belagak tak kena gaya. (?) hu hu hu