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*love this pic. very classic.hehe when i know its not necessary,or not my fault-a sec afterwards. It's not baik like ann@sue claim.it's lack of confidence! I hate it even more aftr hearing wat they said bout it. Here's an extract fr Cleo, Sept 09.. Gain confidence,or u'll be sorry,chica!~ Rubbish reflex #1: unable to xpress opinion. -No need to give opinion all é time,but u need 2b heard. Listen carefully 1st,then state ur thought abt it.
 Rubbish reflex #2: say sori all é time. -4 no rite reason,u devalue urself,or wat u want to say 4 always saying sori@ at start of é conversatñ. -confident body-lang also indicate th wat u want to say is valid.faking it until u got it.
 Rubbish reflex #3: can't accept compliment -acceptg compliment isnt being conceitd,self-obsessd or needg sum1 to give +ve reinforcemnt. Believe th when sum1 says sth nice,it's meant in a genuine,gud spiritd way. -accept it n confidently reply w tqs.
 Rubbish reflex #4: feelg...

* dlm flight kl-lgkawi dgn jaja erm..merdeka. merdeka. 25 yr of merdeka. the veri issue that bothers me..veri bothering indeed. no matter how hard i try to put it aside...it is still bothering and annoying at times. at times when the issue being talked. at times when there's stuff going on related to it. at times when i saw the happiness out of it. at times when i feel alone n lonely. ..actually, most of my time! having a choice whether to make it happen or otherwise, clearly.. the choice i have made isn't the one that will bring myself into actually have it. and as i always think... i couldn't bring myself into looking. i am looking when there's sth to look..but when i am soooo determined yet it is just 'for display'...i rather keep me shut! having s1 who is a boy and a friend, keeping me at ease, rather a lot. while i like it to develop, i have no idea what it'll eventually turns out. like i said.. i take when i should, i give when...

MERDEKA!!! = end of august . tak byk yg tjadi bln ogos nie..tp some small things indeed meninggalkan kesan degil. hehe i've been waiting for september to come. dunno why but i am waiting. tp bila penantian dah (almost) ended.. aku mcm, btol ke aku menunggu nie? hehe.. this yr aku mcm tak sabar sket nk masuk 25. org len dah lama 25, atau at least anggap diri dah 25. ala..org. bg aku,my bday is very penting. tp perlu ke kesah sampai cmtuh sgt ek? hahahaha..asalkan bahagia~ munge comey di singapore... this month started dgn prog jelajah minda . hehe.. program tuh~kuang2..best la gaks. 1st time g oversea kan..hahaha..bajet gila. tp on 1t august tu aku kat kl. kena skali ada rusuhan and watnot. watever, dh sampai jln TAR . rusuhan ke tak..aku ttp bw balik byk kain~hahahaha.. gedik sorg2 dlm hotel prescott metro inn, kajang i thought this would be a month yg takde pa pe. mana tau, bos minit kat aku soh g bangi . huhu..memula tuh cm best sbb ingat leh turun kl kan....

i running out of patience coz i cant believe what the hell i'm hearing and speaking of hell it dont compare to this heat that i'm feeling i love u too much it shows, all my emotions go out of control good for u bad for me, when i can't hardly see from the tears that flow.. can't forget to breathe slow.. count from 1 to 10 with my eyes close.. coz, ladies take it in and get composure.. before i lose it, get composure i am gonna breathe slow, count from 1 to 10 with my eyes close coz ladies take it in and get composure.. ladies never lose composure not gonna lie or even try you got my wheel spinning and i aint the one to shoot the gun, cause that means that u will be winning~ i love u too much it shows, all my emotions go out of control good for u bad for me, when i can't hardly see from the tears that flow.. sb better hold me back, u're lucky i know how to act, (so lucky i ain't gonna attack) i'm being calm n cool, but believe me u is taking everything.. ...

that monday morning..memula nk pakai bj biru..then cm malas tukar baju kurung biasa kaler oren..huhu.. ready to menyusuri.... sampai opis, check email sket...then ajak ann g mkn. kat tempat besa la..hehehehe.. dwan. aku tak leh nk decide nak mkn pe. nak nasik lemak ke nak roti bakar n telur separuh masak..ar... tp sbb lapo banget, nasik lemak la pilihan hati. hhehe.. sue & anne sibuk bergambar je tuh..hehe ada la nk habiskan dlm lagi 2-3 suap nasi, ann nyer hp ringing. tuan syed call, ajak g nek boat, tgk sungai kedah. dia ajak aku n sue skali. wah~ hehe..but, i am wearing bj kurung, and 2" heel. this heel is not that comfortable (but cute!) hehe..bley ke nak nek boat? bila balik opis, tny sue. sue kater ok..walupon sebenarnya sue pose today. huhu~yeay..cruising sg kedah~~ tree lady engineers menyusuri sungai kedah boat tuh kena naik kat rumah pam sungai raja. aku, rumah pam sg raja pon tak penah g. so..baru aku tau, mmg terpencil sket. kat blakang t...

kitaorg jus arrive... ramai2 berjalan menuju ke kem putri ayu... erm..program nie wat kat kem putri ayu, yan. dgr tempat mcm best, tp tak sgt pon. haha.. tp program nie best la gaks. registering...  program nie dibuat on sunday, 26th july. En zainal siap mintak unit sewa bas lagi nak naik g beramai-ramai. dia ckp kalu ada tv lagi best. hahaha...sabar je la.. mcm la jauh sgt as dgn yan. tak sempat nk tido n bermimpi manis pon. kuikui... kamis minggu b4 tuh dah dpt tshirt kaler hijau-cam yg en zainal nak gaks..tp tshirt nie selain kain dia yg best, tak cantik pon. haha.. hijau dia cantik tp kosong la. cm tshirt besa je. dah la besar gila...derang wat saiz s ntuk aku tp takde la plak. siot. rs cm bdk skolah g umah sukan je. arrrr..kenapa pada umor almost 25 nie perlu ada lagi perasaan cmtuh? niway..aku n sue n ann pakai tshirt besa je dulu.. nati kat sana kalu perlu br tukar... besar sgt baju.. huhu~ nie sesi ice breaking ready utk sesi taklimat ...

... dr atas bas, otw balik alor setar Prog jelajah minda.. kelakar siot.haha.. abt 40 jps staffs went 4 a 4days3nite trip to sgpore,johor n kl. It has v lil to do w work,more on jln2. Tp ann xdpt ikut jd geng=aku sue n zul.tp ramai je kwn dr ting 9 n ting 7. zul gaya mcm kat oversea je..padahal kat masjir di johor, lepas mandi2 otw g singapore.. owh~ salah angle betol gambar nie..gemok rupa i.. destinasi pertama...  berbackground-kan dengan singapore city.. mmg nampak lain dr kl, kan? cantik sy suke pokok rimbun nie.. Nk jd ceta,on wed tu aku kena siapkn dis keje 4 pengarah.kena kejan gila.suppose leh blk at 3,last kul 5 gak br leh blk.agak kalut sbb kul 630 dh nk btolak dr BSAH. Brg pun xabis pack,bj x iron lg..nak mandi lg..v Kalut. cian zul pun jd lamat..huhu. Aku n sue g dgn zul sbb nk letak keta kt umah pam alor malai.pa pe pun,almost kul 7 bas bgerak ke selatan... Merlion.. lambang Singapura  menunggu bas dan lain2. ...