No life jus live
It's sumwat dangerous 2 say 1 thg then thk of anoth. Howevr,its jus soo me not to admit sth i really want or condtñ i'm in-stm its é confidence issues,oth t is more like to hide my ori feelin. Though, i regret é v sec after i said it.huhu..y'know wat they say,bad thgs r prone 2 happen.
But,mi vida ahora..siyesli i jus go w é flow.the thg w jus 'flowing' is.. U hv no ctrl.wat makes it worse,i dont let myslf enjoyg é mo. Im afraìd i might regret it later. Being in 20s,today,dis mo..u cant hv it back.u cant repeat today.i need 2 make sure i cld enjoy myslf.hv é mo of mi vida.
But,mi vida ahora..siyesli i jus go w é flow.the thg w jus 'flowing' is.. U hv no ctrl.wat makes it worse,i dont let myslf enjoyg é mo. Im afraìd i might regret it later. Being in 20s,today,dis mo..u cant hv it back.u cant repeat today.i need 2 make sure i cld enjoy myslf.hv é mo of mi vida.
...i learnt é hard way(mainan emosi n bladder kot!haha.dem). If u want sth u shld jus say it.spttny mcm xssh,tp in my case dats not sth as quite easy.tp kan lg senang if i cld jus ckp? Being in relatñshp indeed make th person more confidnt n sthg more. Ojalà mine would be more solid,concrete n strong enuf. N in dis case,i still cldnt bring myslf to ask! Then..am i willing to live wout life? Hehe..focus @ oth parts of vida luk,leh? I takut lg cuak lg x pasti.
Kuang2x.
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