Vida de Mía

I have a number of wishes..or hopes..or maybe sueños que sean realidad.. pero, not all come true.. this is a very usual things to happen, sometimes you can put aside,but sometimes when you want it sooo bad, for soooo long.. you just can't help but to have a bit resentment towards it. well..not all the things i'm craving for in this life, i get it easily. like this article that i've read, "i will achieve sth well, but in other important thing, i just unlucky".and now i kinda fell into believing this since, this is what happening right now. i have this one th, i've done with 'resentment' thingy, yet for other th it's just, doesn't seem to 'cool' down.. and, when it's being stir up..i just pour everything out, and the victim is my mum-though it's not like she knows bout it. i believe, only kak da knows and sev other friends who asked me bout my ym status-thankfully they didn't know what the issue is. when i rethink ...

this is an extract fr Suna's blog.. "Hurm…dah hampir 3 minggu kat umah. Saper tak best dok goyang kaki je dengan family ter’chenta’…tapi kalo dah lam2 sgt, buhsan pun mula bertandang. Sekarang rasa mcm tak sabar2 nak keja. Setiap interview yg dihadiri mesti dengan harapan yang berbunga2… Tapi, bila dah hampir dengan dunia kerjaya, mcm2 cerita plak yg aku dgr. Kawan2 yang dah mula kerja semua kata tak best…huhu…semua nak balik pd zaman belajar. Agaknya, mcm tu jugak kah aku nanti?? Manusia mmg tak pernah puas dgn apa yg ada. Aku penah tanyer ayah, dlm byk2 zaman yg dia lalui, zmn mana plg best?….jwapan dia best bg aku….ayah kata, semua zaman yg dia lalui adalah best dan bermakna hargailah apa yg ada pd kita sebelum kita kehilangannya….be happy wit h ur life ;p ( July 5th 2007) " That is very like me..always like my past live, and never like to live in present day. But then, when today is gone, I'll be missing today,later. I have thought bout this..while I'm ...

Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will ne ver change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I wi ll see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value the gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barriers there may be which hinder my quest for growth and...

Ya Allah sakit kepala n mcm tak sihat je. ni yang tak besh nie. satgi aku kena g jps ampang. aku mcm mmg besh nak g,hari tuh la.. then hari ni i just dont feel like going at all. tak besh nie. tp nak buat cane..kalu kena, g gak aku. penat tau bw laptop mai opis. quite heavy, then nak install media manager pon tak leh. cis.kurang kegunaan tol. aku kalu takat malas rsnya berguna lagi, tp kalu kesihatan kurang nie yg menyampah ni. lagi satu kalu mengantuk.. aku tido cukup je smlm..pagi nie pon jaga dr time subuh sampai terpaksa berpura2 tido balik sbb rs mcm awal sgt bgn.. td takmo tido, skang ngantuk. mengada la tuh. aku nk siap keje.. jgn la ada rs tak sihat ke apa plak. aku mmg nak wat keje nie. please.. * i am wearing the same outfit as in the picture today but those are taken on my b-day and today i have shorter n messier hair with less hepiness n semangat

- September 4 - You are very clever and knowledgeable. You are very calm and cool in social situations. You are kind and sympathetic to people, although you like to choose your friends carefully. Positive Traits: organized, perceptive, disciplined, balanced, just Negative Traits: obsessive, compulsive, tyrannical, demanding, non-communicative

1st trial dptkan ramut pendek yg tak payah ikat. sukeeeee sgt. especially when it still straight & sleek. nope.. i didn't get my hair doing the rebonding thingy.. it's enough having it straight once in a while..  **dlm toilet jj wangsa maju

i got this dream last nite-'bout my work. My boss wants me to stay for 3 months @year at least, i suddenly get panic bout the what if i got another offer which result is due this month,another 2 weeks. i don't want to think of anything related to the dream-saying the opposite is true bla bla..(the the opposite would be the boss doesn't want me to stay? hmmm) then this morning, kak ita and kak farah talk about this one company i didn't know about but about the environment, bodek mbodek blabla...how you can't hv both money and great environment.. truthfully, i love money. i love working and having more money. yet, i don't think hydec's offer is too low. and the environment is great. i don't know bout the gov thing. usually they all ok,right? but i need to know..will i'll be having such this place to work at? casual dress, not too strict with the time at the office, only with work..my sv, my colleague...everything and i even consider not to go ...

Siew Lian, Kak Farah, Cef, Kak Zura, En Mat, Kak Lela, Kak Roza, Kak Shima, Me, Kak Suzi Pak Ya, Abg Fasli & Abg Man the picture above is taken during Hydec open house in Pan Pacific hotel. sadly, not every1 in the picture.. anyway, a day before the open house, I got a meeting along with my 2 bosses n my sv, sorta, my boss too, so 4 of us went to kuantan for this meeting and as we all know what the outcome would be, we just accept it, only on my shoulder it seems more load..y'know with all the pending job.huhu..tula org ckp, do not procrastinate. but then, it's not like i played around. it seems like those are the work with less priority..but then..no work is  too  less priority to be dragged for that long..oops! kak suzi amik gambar time tgh amik food comey kak ira..kan? with kak rina..  and then..like help fall from heaven.. the xpswmm expert is coming to help us, mainly me on my model. he's from portland ok..not within malaysia. yeay.. so, ...