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i'm not a secretive person i just..don't talk that much!

Popoki : maksud dia 'cat' in hawaii.. Raya Haji  arituh our family g bercuti kat chenang, Langgura Beach.. lepak2 kat depan bilik tetiba ternampak sekor kucing yg sangat familiar. Adakah? Ppopoki ialah sekor kucing betina yg comel tp bajet terlebey manja. sgt2 nakal..ske kaco org especially kalau dia tahu org yg dia kacau tuh sgt rasa annoying dengan perangai dia..yep. Udoh kan perangai. Ppopoki jugak ialah kucing yg bertanggungjawab mengacau Uz sampai Uz agak phobia dgn kucing..huhu~ Hmm~ Ppopoki hilang dari rumah..mid-year last year. disyaki ada org yg rajin g kutip kucing2 kitaorg dan hantar g somewhere.. mungkin org2 nie tak suka kucing berkeliaran.. tp kesian tau kucing rumah di kalu ditinggalkan kat satu tempat yg derang perlu survive sendiri.. after all our cats bukan penduduk tetap kat laman quarters.. skali skala je derang dilepaskan kat laman untuk derang bermain2 dgn alam usya punya usya..until the v...

-mycin : any ubat yg ada -mycin kat blakang ialah antibiotic. owh~ siyesli aku mmg tatau sgt sal ubat2 nie.. yelah aku bukan pharmacist kan nak tahu byk2.. my parents maybe lah sbb keje kat spital dah bertahun2.. aku tahu yg aku patut tahu je.. ubat yg simple2, yang aku amik time sakit sikit2.. mcm paracetamol, piriton ke..tak pon magnesium trisilicate. but this one in this pic mmg aku kenal sgt. huhu and this one is my short cut.. utk nasihat2 pemakanan yg aku tak pernah nak ikut. hmmm...

Owh~ bekerja hari ni adalah kurang produktif. Dengan semangat minggu baru, yg juga minggu last bulan november... aku drive dari kulim g as.. kena pulak sampai on time jer walupon tak pecut kalut2 atas highway.. only to find.. ofis sgt sunyi pelik hari nie. owh.. Aircond tak berfungsi. Pagi2 sgt ok lah.. then aku limit la movement aku..hehe.. pengeluaran haba pun akan limited lah kan. kena pulak tak ramai yg ada kat opis hari nie.. kenapa ramai yg cuti? entah lah.. Owh..encik bos jugak takde. sorg cuti sbb hal sendiri..sorg lagi kena turun kl g meeting. on the bright side..hehe..tak payah explain lah. on the other side.. hmm..tak payah explain jugak. hehehe! Kemudian ke Dewan MPSP kat Tikam Batu...  Bila masuk 2nd half of hari bekerja.. mungkin dah tgh hari.. adoi tak selesa lah. walupon ada fan.. panas semcm jugak. kena pulak perut kenyang hati senang .. perasaan mengantuk bangun awal n tido lewat smlm pon muncul. mungkin jugak, kerja2 menghadam sedang dijalankan kat perut..ok...

why do i need everything to be defined, to get confirmed? well.. it's just me. me.. whom need somebody to drop me a message when it comes to something that i can't be sure of.. coz i simply not that confident with myself.. let alone the whole situation thus i feel there's a need for me to be sure that i am not having a daydream  a dream that later could turn into a (beautiful?) nightmare.. but... i know what's in my heart the very thing that makes my day i don't know if i need to be that sure anymore maybe it's just enough to know that i like it a lot and to feel sure that i want to go for it.. and that i actually want it. thus i have it defined. and somehow i know..i have them confirmed.  :$

¿qué será que no hay amor?

i loooove harry potter.. and the final book is the one i re-read the most. i even read it again, just to refresh my memories a month before hp7 out...i want to know everything so that i could pin-point which part in the movie that i can argue. hehehe..only..i didn't manage to get my reading done. only up to chapter 24, if i'm not mistaken..then i go and watch the movie. the best thing? huhu~ the movie, for part 1 stops right at that chapter which i stop my reading! hahaha... i like this heri potter 7. i don't know (don't care) if this is agreed by all.. but i think, even there are parts that missing and altered.. it has been altered carefully and in such way i siyesli satisfied. there's lotsa part that are siyesli hard to explain in the movie..but the msg has been conveyed. owh..i siyesli cannot wait until next year for the 2nd part..but of kos..i still have to wait jugak.. owh~ have to mention this. this movie is released on the 2nd day of hari raya haji.. my fa...

believe or not.. i kinda like the idea of people 'tak berani dgn kin' hehehe.. no idea what kind of keberanian they need to have when it comes to me..but i used to like it i used to go like "hahahaha i like" happily  :P *ntah hape2* :e tak terpikir plak aku..dari segi apa yg tak berani tuh? hmm~ dulu aku pikir senang je.. tak berani dgn aku means : hidup aku aman tak berani dgn aku means : aku tak perlu muskil tak berani dgn aku means : aku leh anggap takde pa pe yg jadi hmm.i used to..somewhat proud of this previously coz it makes my life whole lot more easier tp terpikir jugak... apa je lah yg buatkan keberanian mereka itu terhad ye? hmm.. then a lil birdie drops lil comments: tak berani : tak rapat dgn kin (hmm..ok. diterima) tak berani : i cry easily.. (hate that it's somewhat true. ) tak berani : emo is my middle name! (sy takde nama tgh! *waaaaaaa* :~) *sigh* ok peeps.. all i have to say is that my face is siyesli in-sync with wat i feel.  even i have ...

orang itu sangat bagus, membuatkan saya berfikir tentang diri ini berkali-kali.. xP

it's been quite an eventful weeks lately people around me all had things that's just too much to handle while i'm watching them tackle their business, i'm struggling with mine..  rainy... floody...muddy...cloudy...sunny... the illustration given is clear enough.. thanks to you, things around me aren't that cloudy anymore ...i'm on cloud 9!!! ^_^ Fisza : her last mins as a single lady..hehe owh..i must add..here's another reason to be hepi... Congrats to newlywed Pn Noor Hafisza Razali!!! she's got married on Nov11th,2010.  wao..another best fren becoming somebody's wife. *hepi2* Definitely will go to her majlis this coming Dec. Can't wait!

on nov 10th, 2010 hmm~ kak ninie and i planned to celebrate mama's bday a bit earlier that is on the weekend before nov10. i was suppose to go back to langkawi with kakda for that event.. but then..due to flood, i went back to kulim instead. kak ninie then change the plan. instead of celebrating it during the weekend.. she wants to do it on that very day of mama's birthday. as usual.. cake and besday pressie. but, mama's birthday always includes flowers. hu~ like23. even last year's besday which we celebrated in Kuala terengganu, i remember me, together with kak ninie, kak da, tra & uz drive around looking for florist and a cake..siyesli going in circle without knowing where to go for an hour.. because i don't know KT that well- i only came once before that and at that time somebody else driving - all in all..we still managed to find a bouquet (a very cute one) and a delicious cake for mama..and of course KFC for dinner. :) uz with mama's bouquets : r...

owh~ hepi2 ^^

owh...i seriously prefer sunny than rainy.. :) the sun somewhat show itself today.. though behind the clouds.. still..it can be considered sunnier than those last 2 days.. & so do my day, as in today.. sunnier..calmer. i like. te mirada.. ¡qué buena vista!

hujan.. dari kulim ke seberang jaya hingga ke alor setar sepanjang perjalanan pagi ini ialah hujan aku bergerak pada pagi ini dengan rasa yang baru..hari baru, bulan baru cuma.. rasa baru larut dalam hujan yang lebat yang tinggal hanyalah kesejukan...

Jamuan raya JPS 2010 - kat tingkat 12 BSAH lagi... Bila jamuan raya..kenalah pakai bj raya. ^.^ deretan jamuan raya.. fuh luh. mkn free selama seminggu! Karok : setelah sebulan berehat (aku tak rehat pon!) Love today :p Utk aku tgk <-- comel. i like. Nasib 'baik' seseorang.. 10.10.10 bkn tarikh cantik aku. si manis itu very sweet :) 2x aksi tak menjadi. :$ 1st time g Ops Lumpur ialah di Baling bulan yg sgt river ranger ! azam bersenam : masuk gear 1 aku bkn penuntut hutang yg berjaya! tempat mengadu anda. short course yang sgt panjang!!! kawanku kawanmu jua~ Idola vs Penasihat. aku lah dulu y terdelete keje akak.. -ye. kamu dulu agak menyusahkan. (!!!direct sgt) 2kg in 2weeks. (tuh bkn berat yg hilang!) Setelah lama x naik bas... 3 bulan bermula hari ini. hehe alternative ialah pilihan lain . time to cut off the 'bad hair days' ..oktober bukanlah tiada tragedi! takpe. aku ialah macho, mampu belagak cool!! (0_o)Y

hahaha.. tetiba je ada mood nak bersenam ek? while aku mmg jarang wat menda2 fizikal nie, tp sejak 2 menjak nie...macam satu keperluan je. tak perlu lah kot stated why..kan2? huhu~ kalu ikut, last year lagi aku ada niat yg suci nie..erm.. bkn takat last year kot. angan2 always ada..cuma x laksanakan je. lepas bulan pose, aku stop to even do sth i like kat rumah.. then last week anne ckp nk ajak survey gym. kena plak she found this gym kat as yg special ntuk ladies. maknanya, bg yg bertudung tuh bley la bersenam bukak tudung kan.. selesa~ bg aku..bila ladies je nie, tak perlu la aku concious ke hape. (ye ke ada perasaan cmtuh? hmm). tempat nie bley walk in anytime and rm8 skali masuk. kalu member rm60/month. yg tak bestnyer.. dlm sminggu kitaorg kat as, cuma 4 hari je dia bukak. tutup hari selasa. maknanya, kalu nk g pun, cuma ahad, isnin & rabu lah~ hehe..wat iklan sket. kat sini lah kitaorg try2~~ jd, pada petang ahad [241010] yg nyaman..anne ajak aku & sue g try this...

me & sebahagian bdk grup skolah Dato' Bijaya Setia, SP fuh~ mmg habis-habisan la river ranger kat kedah baru2 nie. mcm dah terlebey plak dgn program mengkaji air sungai.. while aku cuma fasi(ptt tak layak berpura2 penat sgt) still rs2 terlebey tuh sudah ada. hehe.. nak tulis utk diri sendiri cam penat pulak.. jd aku link je ke web river ranger kedah. hehehe.. 1. Sept 22, River Care Centre Sungai Sg Petani - best sbb dpt nek boat menyusuri Sungai Sg Petani.. pastu g CS beli Mini Shopaholic & men bowling. hehehe yg terbaik pada event hari tu.. (us 3? heheheh) 2. Oct 12- IWRM Sg Raja dgn SJK (C) Keat Hwa - fuh~ panas2. kena pulak dgn bdk skolah cina yang tak berapa boleh berbahasa melayu. huhu~ aku layan cakap je asalkan bercakap (!!!) 3. Oct 16 - IWRM Sg Raja dgn SMK St Michael - yg nie hari Sabtu tuh.. redha2. Seb bek prog nie bagi aku agak santai n rilek. at least aku lah rilek. hahahah.. and men bowling jugak lepas prog. heheh 4. Oct 22: Kem Kesedaran dgn SMK Agama - owh~ ...

walupon course ini short je..tp nama course dia panjang~~ "Low-lying and eroding coastlines - design & maintenance of defences including interactions with natural coastal system." phew~ Kalu ikutkan, aku mmg dah tlebey cukup berkursus dah..tp bila Pengarah minit soh g..g jugak lah kan. tp kan, to be honest, a ku agak excited dgn course nie..  walaupon xde kena dgn keje aku skang. Sbb course nie sal coastal.. (teringat kat Mr Teh..), then kat lgkw pulak, phew..seminggu dok umah tuh.. walupon aku sorg je yg g..aku mmg layan lah! lalu, petang isnin 18oct tuh aku pun pulang ke langkw dgn hepinyer~ day1: Tentative yg urusetia email tuh ckp start kul 9..register lak sampai kul 850. gaya2..mcm ramai je course nie..rupa2nya cuma 18 org! aku masuk je bilik tuh.. hmm..aku awal jugak lah..aku pilih row 2nd last dari 4 row..yg 2 1st ada org dah.. erm..aku nampak ada this man..aku tny dia, dia kata that seat is empty..so aku settle kat situ. Skali sembang..adeh! org JPS. haha.. ta...

yet to settle to the idea of being one of the alternatives, now come the idea of reserve...

aku mungkin bukan heroin dalam kisah hidup kamu.. tetapi dalam kisah aku, akulah hero-nya.. kenapa dan mengapa aku perlu kisah tentang aku dan kamu pabila dalam kamu tiada aku? oh oh oh oh..kamu ialah kenanganku. zaman lampau yang hanya padan untuk dikenang.. dan tak mungkin akan ku kembali menoleh kebelakang majulah aku, tinggalkan kamu...