Vida de Mía

mulakan keje minggu nie dgn sedikit contengan a week away from office isn't a long time actually..kan? tp bila tak masuk seminggu tuh cukup jugak lah utk berfikir panjang apa je yg aku kena buat hari nie, minggu nie.. malasnyer  nak masuk opis, mulakan kerja.. <---perasaan standard je nie kan? kalau aku ialah workaholic. kalaulah~ huhuh~macam bagus je. tp aku cuma nak perasaan malas aku terhapus each time aku bgn pagi utk g keje je.. but this morning, berfikir apa yang perlu dibuat kat opis ialah tak susah sbb awal2 lagi dah nampak atas meja..dah dpt phone call.. huhu~

...mungkin sebab dah pernah syok kt seseorg itu,dah tahu x dapat pun perasaan syok itu sukar untuk pergi *pobre de mi*

never would have thought i would become one of those monster whose eyes are green .. i kept this to myself coz i don't think it is siyesli what's happening here. i used to think i'm just being one of the girl who worry too much. but.. as i found myself keep on worrying the same thing from time to time.... i don't think i am worrying over nothing. i understand. i'm one of the alternatives.. who is just happen to be available at that time, at the right moment.. i'm blaming myself for that. from the moment it has started, i always pray for the feeling to cease. but it's not. and now.. here it goes again.. the alternatives.. a replacement.. could be the environment..could be of age.. could be time.. or maybe it is because of the nasihat that one's friend given and one have given a thought.. " betul jugak tuh.." ...i don't know. i siyesli don't know. the only way i see it is to forget about this..even if my eyes are now green .. i should...

gambar nie amik dari web kedah sejahtera... menda nie bermula pada penghujung bulan 2. ada sorg yg bising2 nak cari jawatankuasa pameran.. kesinambungan dari itu, aku pun menerima surat yg minta hadir mesyuarat..sbg salah sorg jawatankuasa. ok. pameran. usually bhg aku nie handle cenderamata & bagi sikit bahan pameran yg mmg dah siap ada lah kan.. not that hard. sbb last year dah penah skali. this year tahu lah sket2. masuk meeting ala-ala jawatankuasa normal. how am i suppose to know yg aku ialah org yg kena handle almost semua. jd pengerusi jawatankuasa tuh pulak-almost je kot. tp bila pengerusi sebenar takde, aku take over.. meh aku jadi over lalu memegang title itu. dalam hati mmg tak payah cakap lah..pelbagai simbol & perkataan sensored dah kuar~waaaa..next week tuh! (tp aku tak lah tahap tertinggi dalam menda2 yg sensored nie..hhehe) bila ada jawatankuasa, tp semua pon cik asyikhin yg kena buat.. muka aku yg tak manis nie..mmg hilang terus kemanisannya. seb bek lah p...

it's already march in the year of 2011..and since my days are pretty much the same every day for the past few months.. it's already tiresome & boring & owh..i don't have words for it... aaaaahhhh..suggest something to me. something fun & new to do in my weekends other than going out to shopping complex and window shop, karox, bowling & movies. because even that..i don't feel like doing anymore. i find myself want to lay down in front of tv and have the remote control in my hand, teh ais by my side and then i realized.. my day is shorten by 2-4hours <-- sleep (-_-)zzzZZZzz hmm..i read somewhere that i'm the kind of person who like to make a list. i can make a list of every kind of things that can be listed. hahhaha.. and since somebody agree with it.. so, i'm going to use my specialty.. then i will have several things listed for me to do this month..stuff that's like a "march mission" kinda thing. gee..weird & funny but who...