Vida de Mía

It's sumwat dangerous 2 say 1 thg then thk of anoth. Howevr,its jus soo me not to admit sth i really want or condtñ i'm in-stm its é confidence issues,oth t is more like to hide my ori feelin. Though, i regret é v sec after i said it.huhu..y'know wat they say,bad thgs r prone 2 happen. But,mi vida ahora..siyesli i jus go w é flow.the thg w jus 'flowing' is.. U hv no ctrl.wat makes it worse,i dont let myslf enjoyg é mo. Im afraìd i might regret it later. Being in 20s,today,dis mo..u cant hv it back.u cant repeat today.i need 2 make sure i cld enjoy myslf.hv é mo of mi vida. ...i learnt é hard way(mainan emosi n bladder kot!haha.dem). If u want sth u shld jus say it.spttny mcm xssh,tp in my case dats not sth as quite easy.tp kan lg senang if i cld jus ckp? Being in relatñshp indeed make th person more confidnt n sthg more. Ojalà mine would be more solid,concrete n strong enuf. N in dis case,i still cldnt bring myslf to ask! Then..am i willing to live wout...

this is the 2nd update, covering fr july 13th to july 21st... 1. hari slasa, july 14th..suma unit pembgnan jps g trip to tree top walk sg sedim, kulim . (aik..napa ayat almost nk wat karangan berbentuk repot??) hehe. best. lama aku teringin nk g..sejak nampak bilboard kat kelang lama..brapa thn dh tuh. sampai gaks..dah la aku yg kena tunjuk jln. isk2..makcik yg g 1st time g kena tunjuk jalan?? huhu~sampai agak lewat..tp sy ke yg bsalah? bertolak pon lamat..hehe.. fuh~ sungai sedim sgt2 cantik! sue, me & zul...  best. sbb hutan nie, tempat nie virgin gitu. walupon ada 'tree top walk' nie..tp derang install pon cara yg manual. tak bw kren besar.. memula tuh berkenalan dgn jps kulim nyer org..derang nyer b/ground. then baru la dpt sue & zul... takde lah tinggi sgt pon zul & sue gumbira jalan2 me & zul pulaks nek tree top walk.. agak cuak sbb goyang2 je platform dia..besi yg aku rs mampu bolos aku ke bawah..huhu..tp yg ...

*gambar my stitchy oleh k da hepi besday jaja.. kita sama umur 24 y/o..hehe event: july 4th-july 16th hurm..jaja came to alor star on that saturday..dia kena posting kat jitra for a fortnight. mengejut sebenarnya. hari tuh nk dtg, hari tuh br cakap. aku yg balik kulim weekend tuh..g amik dia sesampai kat alor star that very nite--(mlm yg ujan lebat..isk2..) kelakar sbb umah aku bkn ada bantal n tilam ke apa spare.. kuikui..jd terpaksa la mencr alternatif kan..pe lagi alternative yg aku ada melainkan beli..hehe..takpe (mlm, pg and the next day yg veri beshh..) sok tuh memula nk antar jaja sampai shahab je..tp tak jd, antar sampai jitra. apa lgi..perjlnan yg tak dirancang..aku plak bkn tau spital jitra kat ne. bantam je..then patah balik g keje..lamat almost 30min. hehe..oops. jaja lak memula kata nak dok kat sana..tp tak jadi. ptg tuh g amik dia..jd she stay with me je la.. jd la routine..pg2 antar jaja yg masuk kul 7 kat jitra then aku g keje. smpai keje awal...

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deservethen heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differ...

okie..i'm ready to make the list..hehe 1. last week of june, there's one event that i didn't foresee. it was bored to death (that i played game until my phone batt weak and cannot be switched on anymore!).. but, i went to green card induction and got my green card and a white safety helmet. it's not that yeay, but..okie la..yeay la sket. haha... yeah..drive to work... 2. 2nd is rather something BIG to me.. last week of june, i started drive to work . hehe.. something yg mmg aku ske and nak..just..i feel all matured and adult. leh tak? ala..biar la..it's my own feeling. i can feel watever i want wat? haha..tetiba offensive. niway. cuma bw keta kelisa kecil kaler oren yg cute round n round..hehe..then drive balik kulim sorg2..1st time gak ikut hiway sorg2. bkn cekap sgt. tp slamat sampai, slamat balik. dat's something. kan2??? cuba jalan baru..erm..walupon dah umor tua je..tp aku muda dr segi experiences..hehe..btol pe. utk kamu yg comel.......

erm..july.. july is rather the month of my family members.. 4/9 are born in july...kak da 3/7, jaja 16/7, abah 18/7 and kak nie 23/7. feliz cumpleanos!!!~ in the month of july this year..i have less expectation, less thing i look forward to (this means boring..hehe.) it's just another month that i sooo wanted to let it go fast..very fast so that i don't have to live in, endure it's lack of events-also this thing that hmmmm..really take up my strength. yet..there are stuff need to be done-since i have started it and live with it a while now. i don't want to keep on living with it anymore..end it chica! end it!! working life..like others said..is bored! like, u do same thing and feel like u r not even evolving! something missing en mi vida. (clearly! not like i could do much bout it..or can i?) tp takpe..mari kita list..apa menda br yg telah dilakukan..for the sake of documenting that i am living and appreciating my day, everyday, every week, every month, every y...