Vida de Mía

me having my time alone at umah in alor star..very2 sola enjoying the night with mee goreng yg kak salwa bagi then watching pure 19 hearts.. 'isk2..cantiknya bangs pompuan nie..." "apakata..aku try potong my own hair..to get that bangs??" aku..silently study the hair.. watching the muvi..the heroin..the bangs very closely.. "hmmm..leh kot ramut aku jadi cmth" the next day, me enjoying my sandwich until petang..dgn 1 jug indocafe watching again the korean drama..continue.. tgk lagi ramut heroin tuh.. "isk2..mmg best la..jom try.." so..before mandi, aku pon g usya2 ramut sendiri depan cermin. amik gunting..measuring..+ safety factor for curly hair..then..CUT 1st cut.ok 2nd cut..erm.. 3rd cut..argh. jom g kedai!!! kat kedai.. "leh tak i nak potong ramut ni..pendek sikit sudah" "tp depan i nak bangs yg serong cmnie" sambil buat gaya tgn... --> "ala..ramut u nie susah la...apakata wat rebondin...

hu hu hu... i read this thing at my fren's wall in fb, her fiancé wrote sth in spanish. very jiwang-like but, i like it yesterday is my fren's bday..her fiancé wrote again: " feliz cumpleaños mi amor..." it's not the ayat, it's the spanish thing. i find it very.. romantic (maybe?) erm.. i love spanish. my fren too..and she loves liverpool plus torres.. (which explain the extend of spanish-thingy in her life..haha) i don't think her fiancé that keen on spanish thing, & as far as i know her fiancé supports other team.. but..his usaha for her.. though not that much..enough to make a heart move in a cute way.. in a sweet way.. there used to be someone who although don't go writing any spanish 'ayat' for me.. but  intrested in my spanish 'ayat-ayat', and ... (me n mis sueños..)

erm..tak ceta lagi sal g tganu on early november. huhu~tak sampai sebulan lagi br balik dr KT , skang g KT lagik. cuma, yg arituh g sbb Hari Inovasi, this time family trip. erm..rajin laks my family g tganu jln2..sbb nak amik sijil awie..kalu tak..mungkin tganu tak dipilih! hahaha.. on thursday, 5 nov 2009 - suma yg terlibat balik n berkumpul kat kulim. mama n abah bw kuar mi carro and kak nie n abg basri akan guna kelisa. friday nov 6, 2009 erm..malasnya nk bgn pagi. sbb hujan. lembab sket perasaan. dah la kena mandi awal kan..abah nk bertolak seawal kul 7. hehe..berjaya gak lambatkan..alah..kak nie still lamat sket mai kat petronas tuh.hehe.. bosan je perjlnan. bkn ada pe. just nyanyi2..aku dok blakang dgn tra. then kak da dah lari ke kereta kelisa-di mana ada uz, kak da nk berada di situ. elok sampai satu tempat r&r kitaorg stop untuk makan bekalan yg umie-mak bagi. bihun goreng. then kench-grrr..sejuks. sebelum meneruskan perjlnan. isk2..hujan tak abih2..mmg banjir la bila...

erm.. h.m tuah ckp..senang je kalu nk kurangkan mood tak baik kepada baik..unhappy, to dropping-the-'un-'. 1. minum air byk2 - ok. sebotol mineral water each day mesti habis. 2. pakai wangi2 - spray kat 2-3 tempat yg ditetapkn setiap pagi. love it! 3. peluk pasangan kamu selama 3 sec each morning. - erm..

bila baca suna yg very bersyukur for her life, she makes me think of my life of what am i having. do i ever bersyukur? very little kesyukuran. that's wat i understand of myself. 1. family : my family. yup. my family, like any other family, loves their member. huhu~ i love my family, i am nothing without them. i love my siblings esp.. most of things, my deepest secrets are with them..lately je i don't feel like sharing. sharing isn't always caring, y'know. some secret, are meant to be kept and forgotten!!! and..if i can include here.. another family member i love the most would be my cats.. suma pon dah takde. tp.. zuriat niki+niko is the best cats-time. *sigh* 2. education : thank GOD. i think i really am lucky. i graduated already with a degree yg tak lekeh. huhu~ walupon result tuh agak unsatisfying, still... the university i went, is something yg aku proud of. from spm to degree= the best chapter of my life yet. i love my 2000 and 2001 life kat mahsuri, i'm proud...

...lately, there's so much things going on.. but, too much of sth, gives you nada to think or to live with. . thanks to eventful weeks, packing & unpacking. thanks to my sum1 who is responsible in converting me into this ignorant and 'live-life-cool' persona..continously from mid of the year to today. every thing in life, i could just accept and ignore. download.. then recycle. i couldn't estimate the degree of the problem, even to understand the problem itself. i refused. i just don't want to. well..i guess it's just my way of managing 'trash' in my life. soooo don't need them..why should dwell with them anyway? recycle!

*sorg2 kat bilik di Hotel Selesa, JB 1. Throw out unessential numbers 2. Keep only cheerful frens, the grounches pull u down 3. Keep learning         - Never let the brain get idle 4. Enjoy simple things 5. Laugh often: long & loud.         - Laugh until you gasp for breath.         - Spend time with friends whom make you laugh 6. Tears happen         - Endure, grieve.         - Live while you're alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love 8. Cherish your health 9. Don't take guilty trips          - Shopping complex? 10. Tell people you love them at every opportunity.

... akhirnya my jadual tak padat lagi. haha.. ntah la..mcm2 plan sgt, rasa lega laks bila plan dah takde-(padahal raya haji nyer plan ada je..) ironiknya.. bkn plan je takdak.. suma pon takdak. huh!! takpe.takpe.takpe. takpe.takpe.takpe.. takpe ke takpe sgt? takpe ke asyik2 takpe? asyik asyik asyikhin..?? niway. i want a day of solitude. not that i need it that much, but solitary life i'm in..so..i want it. suatu satu hari. this weekend maybe?

it's always is like this. mungkin byk sgt tgk kwn2 yg hepi2 je dgn life, their 'vida'.. i'm thinking "would it ever be me, in such place?" "would i ever get what they have, or even better?" i used to wonder about the same Q, years ago. and now i am asking it again and, in the end..in the next 5 years.. i will still find me asking the same question to myself.. "would it ever be me?..." i should've known better..than to ask the same question.

**posing baek punya dgn datin norliyati n azmina kat airport~ since on sat 24th tuh ada hal.. hari ahad br g lgkawi memula tuh they don't even consider me going. i don't mind actually, only..the reason behind it would be 'syikhin is very2 the shy one..very pendiam.." <--not that i didn't know! dem. then napakah last minute they included me jugak? huh. watever. just enjoy the trip like any other trip. layan..layan.. lagipon..org lgkawi mmg nak aku g sana~~lalalalala~ balik je dr trip lain, rehat smlm kat as then trus je g lgkw dgn cik sue. nek keta dia, g lgkawi ikut kuala perlis. tak lamat sgt ikut sini, n cantek gaks. sampai je kat jetty lgkawi, trus je kitaorg jln g amik keta abah n g isi minyak b4 g jps lgkawi. derang dah stat time kitaorg sampai. dlm kul 930 gak la br sampai. kak faizah mintak aku dok sblah JD aku. huhu~tpaksa la lalu depan2 dan g duduk kat t4 yg mcm bagus. isk2..aku igt nk diam2 je kat blakang. nie dah mcm bos2 laks..tpaksa la berpura2 dg...