Vida de Mía

..to those i love, i wish you well

brain..is too powerful. most of the time, we underestimate ourselves despite our ability. limit ourselves to something moderate. letting ourselves lives with just what we're having, not with what we could have.. there's this person i know. to me, very self-assured. this person firmly believe (or, make believe, subconciously) that s/he is something that s/he's not. eventually, this person become a person who s/he desired to be-at least having the qualities s/he desired to have. Only.. this person don't aim for something big. S/he never realized that playing make-believe did brought s/he to 'somewhere else' and could brought s/he to somewhere  far (in my humble opinion..) i want to go to somewhere else ..not too far from here. but somewhere where the grass are greener and the skies are bluer. so i take part in this make believe game.... **a.k.a NLP a.k.a Positive thinking!!! :p

1. Kak da slalu mention sal arwah wan ajar esp kak ninie, her and me to always respect yang lebih tua. Like..kalu org tua ckp jgn sampuk2..bila ada org tua dtg, g salam2 then g dok diam2 dlm bilik and to use perkataan 'kakak' ntuk to refer to older sis, and 'showing some respects'. (mula2 just panggil nama jek..and 'sapa yg tak panggil kakak, tampar diri sendiri!!!') Lepas Arwah Wan meninggal, takde sapa yg betol2 kisah pasal nie. Jadi.. adik2 aku takde their kakak/abang punya nama. Hanya wujud 3 org kakak - Kak Nie, Kak Da & Kak Khin while yg len cuma Jaja, Awie, Epi dan Tra... 2. There's a positive and negative sides on this. like, aku mmg respect je org tua-of kos adek beradek aku yg len pon. tp bg aku, yg tua remained tua..and aku pulak perasan kekal muda sampai skang jadi dgn org2 yg aku ketegorikan tua (e.g makcik/pakcik nyer grup) aku susah sket nk masuk. (i don't want to comment on my sis behalf, though) 3. then..there's this thing.. K

owh~ ada Meeting Pengurusan di JPS Lgkawi... ...surat tak dapat tp tetiba jek dpt tau kena g lgkawi-ada meeting pengurusan (tp sue dah bc surat tuh cuma tak dpt copy sendiri jek..) dah jadik official sbb suma org ckp kene gi..then CC call tny nk dok hotel atau aku nk dok umah (tuh pon tny kat syarul n sue..hu hu hu).. then kak ina plak mai bg warrant ticket ntuk g lgkw. meeting ialah rabu malam. cam siot je meeting waktu mlm. jadi aku bertny kat en A.."encik masuk opis tak on wed?" -"erm..masuk opis wat penin je..saya g direct" (pening n my boss adalah very synonym, jd tak perlu di jelaskan why..huhu) oleh itu, aku plan utk balik lgkawi on tue, right after work. (dan akan terus je berada kat lgkw until saturday...) Rabu ialah cuti perjalanan (atau cuti jalan2??) **kat awana porto malai~ ** me, syarul, sue & zul kat Laman Padi~ ** ann & sue : padi atas bumbung~ **lepak2.. **sue & syarul kat Oriental Village **gambar curi zul **tunggu food kat bamboo.. an

**gaya protes takmo g induksi. (konon jek) late feb, dpt tau kene g induksi. siyesli.. i kinda know about this induksi thing since last year,that it will be held in march this year but after that long wait last year, i decided in january,i don't want to go yet... i don't feel like going yet. but who am i to choose when to go? when the name list came out, whether i like it or not i still have to go through this induksi thingy. dah la buat sampai kat Port Dickson. huh! though, at the bright side i can proudly tick my checklist this year for 'way to confirm keje'- induksi umum is somewhat the final step. erm..maybe there's exam and what not.. tp this is big thing. lepas nie leh la menarik sedikit nafas lega.. STILL..i hate this. i HATE this so much..i HATE that i have to go now. why? besides having some urgent work: ISO, BQ & Drawing for POND..tender doc++ for Sg M&T.. it's just NOT the right time to spend for kursus.. i don't feel like travelling, the

owh..kehidupan bekerja.. sgt bz ke? bila tny sepatah, jawab sepatah. bila aku cakap lebey2..terus diam. FYI, aku lagi tak petah.  aku lagi terer diam2. so, until ' bengkek' aku hilang, aku akn diam. no nothing..walupon sepatah haram !!! **faktor kejayaan : kena g induksi for a fortnight, and b4 g kena siapkan keje2 urgent dlm tempoh less than 9 days= very the bz (konon gaks la). **kekangan/halangan: aku bkn seorg yg diam sgt and i can always make time for something i like/want.